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i have a specific genre i like listening to and when im forced to listen to music i dislike i turn into an asshole i think it first started when my friend made me listen to hip hop in his car on a 6 hour drive to Galveston so i tend to get edgy when im out of my comfort zone music wise and i apologize for being this way but im sure most of you can understand where im coming from and btw this a just a random fact about me

a person really doesn't know me unless they read my journal and come to understand how i think and how i view life and such some people probably don't want to know me which is fine but for those who do just follow my journal

sometimes we get angry and we take it out on the wrong people and personally i hate it because the ones we end up yelling at are only trying to help

ok so normally i don't talk about relationships but its something i should talk about

in the past i have screwed things up sometimes i didn't even try to make things work

other times i didn't realize what i had until it was gone

ive come to realize that you have to give it your all to make things work but my one weakness is regardless who the person is i don't think im good enough i know i shouldn't think this way but i can't help it

all i can do is give it my all and even sometimes thats not enough

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demi
15:27 Mar 07 2012

You shouldn't have to hide or be something that you aren't. If people can't love you for the person you are in your heart, they aren't even worth the time of day!

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just stop talking to me like im stupid or like i don't belong don't ridicule me for everything i do don't underestimate me because i haven't underestimated you

the only thing that matters is trust loyalty and respect and if you havent realized that by now then you don't know me yet

don't forget who i am and judge yourself before you even consider judging anyone else

and to set the record straight this apply's to everyone not just the people i hate

so i say to everyone just stop

being positive has been difficult for me but i find myself being more optimistic about things but i still have fear that i might lose everything in the blink of an eye. what can i say im conflicted but one day ill figure it all out.

sometimes i wonder how things change so rapidly change isnt always bad tho but its just interesting

hopefully things turn out great but in this world you never know

sometimes i just feel out of place sometimes. i just don't click with alot of people. actually my problem is that im over serious and i can be a real drag sometimes

i have no idea on what to write today i just know i want to right something well my new years sucked because my electricity got knocked out so i didnt get to do much. i couldnt sleep so i stayed up all night ill probably pass out soon but anyway theres alot going on in my personal life alot of things im confused about but im trying to figure it all out but anyway i hope you all had a good new years