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My heart spills out it's anguish

as words on the page.

Drowning in sorrow,

tears blur and enrage.



The paint blisters and peels,

as the walls melt around me.

Am I dead or alive? Reality is pain.

Is this how it feels?



Wet, so wet...

blood or tears?

Is that me screaming?

No one hears.

Oh God! Oh God! Help me!

Why can't I let go?



The darkness embraces me like evil.

My soul a hollow shell.

No heart left to sustain it.

Life without you is hell.



The blackness feeds on my sorrow.

My hope washes empty, down the drain.

I wonder if I will see tomorrow.

I just want to hold you again.





12/19/06

JGH

Three years...



and she can still make me cry

Again, that sinking feeling... why?

In a part of me

I thought was dead.



And even though my tears still fall like rain,



You will not drag me back.

It will never be the same.

I will love again.

And you will cause me no more pain.



8/9/09

JGH