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05:28 Jul 31 2007
Times Read: 536

stuck deep in the shadows is where my body lise wating 4 the kiss to bring me alive.

look deep in to my eyes and tell me what you see.

some say lost love hate anger

but i still dount know

what have i be come
04:56 Jul 31 2007
Times Read: 537

What I have become:



For months I've sat here lost in the concept of "ME"



Over and over I've thought of what my life holds



I've found my family and friends who love me



I've stumbled upon my faults



I've cried endless tears



I've drove myself to the point of no return



So here I sit still with no smile upon my face



Sadness pumps throughout me instead of blood



Sorrow tares away at me like im a rotting carcass



So now I sit here in my true form that I have become



Which consists of flesh and bones, and completely empty inside.

all he can do
04:51 Jul 31 2007
Times Read: 538

all he can do is hurt me.



hit me punch me kick me when i cant move that is all he can do.



he never say i love you just looks and walks a way.



naver will i say how much pain i am cuz to him if it hurts it will happen agane.

bleed
04:49 Jul 31 2007
Times Read: 539

cut my rist and blead on you .

show you what i feal



pain is just a game.

nuthing thair to feel.



wach as my cuts fade away with in that day..

Humanity
04:46 Jul 31 2007
Times Read: 540






we get up every day but without the passion to live......

we all shove the unknowing.....

we all have the stain of eternal blood on our hands.....

why only blame me.....

I hold high truth...

cast down the truely wicked if i can....

humanity is within in me....

we should all exept it.....

we are meant to love and meant to hate....

we fight for love.....

we fight to hate....

love
23:41 Jul 30 2007
Times Read: 542

siting in the shadows wating 4 my love.

but as i sit hear i feal as if u wount come.

i rember your kiss ond tuch.

but so miny days have gon by and yeat i sit hear alone.

as a teat fals down my face i know now your not coming.

Youth and beauty
00:43 Jul 29 2007
Times Read: 548

A mist creeps in

Through a crack in the door

Father and kids sleep soundly

Mothers feet touch the floor.



Feeling a presence

In the room below

She walks to the stairs

And looks at the warm fire's glow.



Reflecting off the wall

Made of mortar and stone

She creeps down slowly

To see who was in her home.



A handsome man

Of gyspsy descent

Sits quietly in a chair

She already knows his intent.



He has been here

Many times before

He arches his eyebrow

She falls to the floor.



Her body shivers

Waiting for the kiss

That will bring her to

An orgasmic bliss



He plays with her body

Like a well tuned guitar

This night is different though

Tonight he will take her far



Into the next life

And even beyond

This morning's sunrise

Was her very last dawn.



He plunged his teeth

In the soft skin of her neck

He dranks all of her blood

On her cheek, he placed a peck.



He fed her his blood

In droplets falling on her tongue

From this point on

She would always be young.



Vibrant and beautiful

She awoke with a smile

The left the small house

And walked many a mile.



Leaving her old life

And starting again

Her life with this vampire

Her lover and friend.

i bleed
00:37 Jul 29 2007
Times Read: 550

Dry tears fall

Vamped child

Mindless to what surrounds her

Impervious to the pain

Dead to the world..

..

No

..

White mesh of her punkishness stained and spotted red

Vamped Child

Turn out the light

Darken life

Look at the world through red-lensed eyes

Dream of blood

Well... funny how my skin IS so pale..

I never meant to be

Vamped Child

But I'm still human

Call me a monster

Call me a freak

Call me a child's imagination

Call me attention-craving

It does hurt

I may drink blood

But if you cut me

I bleed

Vampire's Lust
00:34 Jul 29 2007
Times Read: 551






deaths sweet song ring in my ear

controlling all that I want to hear

echoing deeper throughout my soul

filling ever crevice and hole

the mouth speaks of blood

and eye wish to see its flood

the hands grab there tools

making use of all our rules

covering first all of the path

then striking so they can fell our wrath

the sweet nector begins its flow

pouring faster with every blow

the screams start to sear our ear

but we smile from what we hear

our job is almost done

we have finished with our fun

now for our final strike

you become dry and empty from our bite

One More
00:25 Jul 29 2007
Times Read: 552

one cut to make you understand

two more, to everything that didn’t go as planned

three more so they’ll bleed just enough

four more because that’s never enough

another as I start to feel light-headed

and one more

to regain my strength

just this

last one

to let me feel tough

one more I swear

before I give it up

just

one more

because I don’t

feel done

a few more

as you start to run

slash

right

and

left

as you make that call

I can’t even count them

fuck you all

fuck you

give

me

back

my

life

FUCK

YOU

GIVE

ME

BACK

THAT

KNIFE

shadows..
00:15 Jul 29 2007
Times Read: 553

Waving your hair, your anarchist look

You gaze into an image

immersed in a radiance greater than its own.

You paint the moon on water,

an eye swallowed in a mirror.

You follow the eye of the wall

following you, you turn on it,

a faceless face, as it turned on you.

The stage is set, it is blood you seek

to shadows which as echoes seek to embrace.

Eternal return of the shade, blood,

kiss me hard.

I am the vamp, its clinging lamp,

I am the pyre, phoenix & dust.

I am tides & blood & moon

& I will come again my love

like a red red rose of an abyss

when all the seas gang dry

& the rock melts into the sand

Let me dream of loving you

and disappearing.

dark
18:09 Jul 28 2007
Times Read: 557

as i walk in the darkness of night i feal the shadows come over me.

i stop 4 a moment just to see no one is around.

i know now that i am a lone now.

i wasted all my time tring to fiend love but only found hate.

as in that moment a worm salty tear ran down my face i new not what to do 4 i hade never cryed tell that moment.

03:39 Jul 27 2007
Times Read: 558

this is 4 some one i hate varey much..

your a cowerd you have never been thair 4 me

all u like to do is make me bleed

standing in the shadows of my room

tonting me with your ever move.



you wate tell i am a sleep and try to get a peek

but what u dont know is i told i told mommy.

now how dus it feal to be standing thair knowing now that i can make u bleed with one look see u should have thout before you mesed with me.

your like a window i see right throw you.

your dirty ways are at the end to day..



~By Misty~

god
22:55 Jul 25 2007
Times Read: 562

what has god dun 4 me nuthing.

he tucke my famliy away from me.

now i have nuthing..

my mom never tells me she loves me any more cuz of the way i live sellp all day wake up at dark hang with my friends and most are tourn apart. if i was not her kid she would never talk to me cuz of what i belive and i blam god.

See this knife
06:07 Jul 25 2007
Times Read: 568

See this knife



You see this knife in my hand

i use it everynight

to make me feel good

make me feel right

it's clouded my vision

it's clouded my sight

as all i can see now is the pain inside

nothing seems good anymore

worth a fight

so you see this knife in my hand

thats why i use it everynight

to make me feel good

make me feel right

cause nothing is worth the fight

Midnight Roses
05:54 Jul 25 2007
Times Read: 569




Twillight drips through empty eyes

silent streaks of cyanide

endless moons, unshifting tides

decadent pain, unceasing crying...

Twisted fire sends shadows dancing

crossing across a night enchanting

broken by some tacit screaming

words without wisdom, redundant rhyming...

Opening eyes to darkness still

sundrops fall from the windowsill

nighttime’s embrace is death, is chill,

time’s a great hunter, he always kills...

Freedom knows only the midnight hours

over which a black god forever towers

the taste of midnight eternally sour

yet as beautiful as a blanchette flower...

I complete my ritual
05:50 Jul 25 2007
Times Read: 571

I complete my ritual

and watch blood run down the drain

Waiting, just waiting

for it to release my pain



I find that my cuts

aren't healing as they once were.

I feel the blood leave my body

and I thought I was so sure.



I think about how he hurt me

and blink away the tears.

I know if someone found the cuts

they'd think of my in fear.



Confessing my lack of love

to those who do not mind

Hating myself for knowing

I've put them in a bind.



I know this habit is bad

but it's the only thing that helps.

And even when I do it

I feel my heart melt.



Hate rushes through me

as I think of what I've done.

For those who do not know me

could do nothing but shun.



I just want you to look at me

and think of me as a child.

The one you never had

to think of all the while.



This thing I've become

acustom to brings me

one step closer to death.

But then just maybe you would see.



I've always needed you

And you never needed me.