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well i m finaly a mosquito instead of a whelp.i am sooo happy my status finally rose.. but i am really having a bad time. my heart is so hurting. if someone really loves you they would keep their promises right? they would call when they say they will call. they would not hold off on being together under one roof for such a long period of time if they really were i love with you as they stated.. thats where i am at rght now. it hurts me so when promises arent kept. am i stupid? i dont know. waitng and hopin is really

starting to wear thin. i have soo very mvh love in my heart for him, yet why ? when u promise the person you love something and they dont hold to it, it hurts so very much..trust is starting to die out inside of me. :( so i ask why?????

i finally decided to start wriing here. i guess ill write in here whn i am having isses on my mind. i have ben very depresed lately. i thought i hadlost my one true love and then suddenly we got back in contact with eachother. i iove him wih all my heart, mind, body and soul.. all i want is to be with him and finall start the family we hav tallked about sinc i ws 16 and he was 15.. Imagine that, still in love with the same person since you were 16 .. I am now 25 an still very much in love with him. we have made our mistake and wrong choices in the past. . both of us. my anxiety is killing me and is really wearing on me right now. soon, maybe soon , i can smile again. i love you my love .....