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confusion
11:06 Mar 01 2005
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thoughts racing through my head,

wondering if the life inside me is dead.

Needing care, not all fucking confusion

so , so confused. easily confused.

not knowing what to do anymore

all shit, complete pain.

Feeling alone

alone in this cruel world.

World crumbling like never before.

Feelings, such strong feelings for th eone I love

heart is dying

GOD!!! Trying to cry out!!!!

Cries are all in vain.

Tears flowing like rain

shaking like an earthquake

the word love is so vague to me now

I want to believe in it

NEVER AGAIN!!!

Afraid to ever speak or believe in it again

Un-understandable love
11:02 Mar 01 2005
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Caught in a world of turmoil

I don’t know what to do

I want to stay her because

I’m so in love with you.



I used to think even though

it could take awhile to get situated out

I really thought I could believe in my heart

we would make it through all the doubts.



I kept on confessing my love to you

many, many times before

I wanted to continue confessing my love to you

till we broke through the storm.



All I wished most times

is that you could have seen

how much of the past

I have really put behind me.



I am feeling so down and blue

because of the way anger you shouldn’t have

changes you



the thing I rally cannot understand is

all the bitching and promises broken thats

been going on



It has disrupted out lives fate.