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13 entries this month
...um....boo...?
17:12 Jan 30 2005
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I'm here, it's been so very long since I held the pages of this arm and fuzzy site that I almost died. ^_^ Not really but yeah. I'm going to try and get here more, but school no likeys me and showers me with its torrential amounts of homework. I even have some right now...that I should be doing, but I'm here instead. ::yawn yawn sigh sigh:: I should finish my profy while I'm here....
A moo-V02:58 Jan 22 2005
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I just got back from seeing Elektra....wasn't too bad, wasn't too great either....rather predictable to me. :: yawns :: I go sleep now...maybe...
The weekend
05:30 Jan 14 2005
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I can't wait for it....this has been the owrst week so far. In reference to what I wrote Tuesday, everything has tripled for the most part. Not many people understand that venting to the same person may cause that person to freak out and go "Boom!!" ::tries to pull the weekend to her:: No fair, it's not working, I might go insane more than I already am if it doesn't get here and quick. Gah...I sound like the people that vent to me....only there's more people here and I'm but one person.
Because of everything that's gone on, I'm not going out this weekend, I'm going to be here with my computer and VR at my fingertips...not that it isn't already ::huggles computer:: And it's a three day weekend...man...can't wait...sleepin in time. §wëê†! Ok so now I'm just really hyper and not wanting to go to sleep...it's close to 10:30 here right now. Grrr...I hate school...takes up too much time....I guess that means I must be going to bed now, though I really dun wanna. I'm not liking the whole get up early idea anymore. I want to live when the sun no longer shines and the moon is full. Oh wait...I didn't mention that I got a girlfriend. It's so totally awesome, I'll have more to tell about it tomorrow....::runs off to plug in her phone and dives into bed:: And she's SAFE!!!
The world is...
22:45 Jan 11 2005
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...fucked...so what? Today, every single one of the people I talk with told me one reason the world is fucked, like I care just that much. It was as if I became the group counselor willingly. I was their shoulder to cry on, which they did a pretty good job at making my shirt soaked with tears. I mean, I don't mind, but it gets to a point that when this happens every month at least twice, I can't stand it anymore. I just love the fact that no one thinks I don't have anything going on in my life that they hand theirs to me to take care of.
Everything was so bad today that I had to leave, I usually stay after school and do nothing, but give the security guards something to do rather than roam around aimlessly. The weight of everyone's problems almost caused me to break and have a nervous breakdown. That wouldn't be good, because I might do something I wouldn't want to...anymore that is...::sighs:: I've vented enough on here and now I am going to shut up and dwell within the many thoughts that float around inside my head.
Football
19:59 Jan 09 2005
Times Read: 665
One thing that I have to watch is football. I am in love with the sport and would probably be even duller without it. Todays game I am watching is the Broncos-Colts game. I can tell that from the first half scores, it will be a high scoring game. So far, as of 12:54pm MT, the score is 35-3 in favor of the Colts. I fear this is a vice of mine...
I can't believe myself...07:05 Jan 09 2005
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Well, I decided to take this quiz, though I seriously hate labels.
Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.
It's no surprise that this is the one I got...
Sleep
05:30 Jan 09 2005
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All I did today was sleep.
Who knows...?
22:51 Jan 07 2005
Times Read: 679
I am just bored, hopefully to death in a little bit. The cold sucks and right now, I have made it to the point that my hands are blue. Why were palces like this made? Personally I wish to be somewhere hot, AZ or southern Cali, but I cannot have that for which I wish.
§†@®$ ª®ë ꥡ|!
About my day...
23:33 Jan 06 2005
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What can I say, I am not meant to be here in this world, nor am I meant to have any person close to me. The light at the end of the tunnel...that's just the glint off the knife my friends use to stab me in the back day after day. It's as if I cannot say one thing about how I feel before it is taken and used against me. How can I say that I have no true friends if not by just saying it? There is no hope left for me, not that I am even sure that there was any to begin with. I am now a hopeless soul with a black heart now engulfed in the eternal flames of Hell, never to be seen again as the person I could have been. That's a good thing...^_^...::falls silent and hides inside herself::
...23:11 Jan 06 2005
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Today is but another day in my so called life. Sometimes I think that life isn't actually life at all, but rather a really morbid game or someone's idea of a twisted joke. Either way, I don't like how it's being played as everything around me no longer seems fun. ::creepy voice comes on over the loud speaker "Game over, you lose" :: How amazingly boring and uninteresting is that? The people around me, I feel, think that I am but their play thing with which they can do what they please. Then again, that's how I am treated by all and it should be no different than before. But it is, things have changed, not for good, but for bad. Ah..the complication of telling such a thing...::sighs:: What can I do, but wait for the day that the game is truly over and I am but a lost memory that was never meant to be...
Take the quiz:
"How goth are you?"
Oh my GOTH! You're the ruler of darkness!You are true goth, you rule darkness, and you kick ass!! I fucking love you....welcome to my world!
Another day in my
04:12 Jan 06 2005
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Today it snowed, well it didn't stop snowing from last night and it was cold. I hate the cold, and I had to go to school again. It wasn't too bad today, I almost beat the shit out of this little freshan who thought she was better than me and could do to me whatever the hell she wanted. She was lucky my friends stopped me from going psycho on her lame ass. Sorry, but I hate people like that....I utterly despise freshmen as it is. And ditzy blondes that are afraid of the ball. People make me sick...
School
02:08 Jan 05 2005
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As it would seem, school has opened its doors once more to entertain the staff with the ever growing stupidity of this generation. It is rather a uneventful place and holds many people of whom I utterly despise. ::sighs:: This is my last semester fortunately and I cannot wait until the day I no longer have to lower myself so much as to talk to those people. So for now, I shall use this journal as a place to place my "dreams" as they are called for the rest of this dark school year.
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