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The night is free from distraction. This is my favourite time to think. I let my mind wander and as it drifts i wait for it to settle on a place or a person. This could be an event from the past or what an old friend is doing in their own life at this moment. Sometimes I dwell on subjects that lost relevance to me in the past but what could have been given another choice. For the main there is no regret I like spending time with my thoughts. It is wasteful to linger on what could have been yet delicious to indulge in fantasy of playing with time and rearranging the building blocks that define me.



I struggle to define myself, surely I am what i am. But answers escape me since there can only be an answer when one knows what questions to ask. Here I am thinking of so many things with no real substance. So what were my choices and should I trust my mind to wander each and every night?

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PAGAN
14:13 Dec 19 2010

I liked this :)

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