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Yeah I heae you, your critical sarcasm,

Yeah I feel you, your angery ass vibs,

Yeah, I fucking see you, standing right in front of me,

Get the fuck away from me!,



Your fucking up my head,

Making me see red,

Colors flash before my eyes,

Red painted skies,



Yeah I hear you,

Yeah I feel you,

Yeah I see you, standing right in front of me,

I see you standing,



I lift my hands and say,

Dont say a word just get the fuck away,

Dont touch me right now,

Or I will slit ur throat, eant me to show you how,



Back away, back away, back down,

Do you hear it, do you hear it, do you hear that sound,

Its me standing here, and you falling over there,

Yeah, I see you,

I see the real you.

Are you dead like me,

Are you lying on the ground gasping for air,

Are you suffocating on pain and dispair,

Are you dround in this twisted kingdom called life,

Or are you just another one of them,

Another person to take what makes me whole,

Another person come to "save" my soul,

I dont want your pity,

Nor do I want you judgmental ass trying to help me find your god,

I dont need your laughter, your smiles,

I dont want your sypathy, your soothing words,

I just wanna fade into the darkness until it no longer hurts!

Are you dead like me,

Are you lying on the ground gasping for air,

Are you suffocating on pain and dispair,

Are you dround in this twisted kingdom called life,

Or are you just another one of them,

Another person to take what makes me whole,

Another person come to "save" my soul,

I dont want your pity,

Nor do I want you judgmental ass trying to help me find your god,

I dont need your laughter, your smiles,

I dont want your sypathy, your soothing words,

I just wanna fade into the darkness until it no longer hurts!

I sit in this chair every day,

I think about how different, how better life would've been,

If you hadnt left, hadnt died,

I sit in this chair and cry,

So many years gone by,

The pain feels like it wont subside,

It necer lessens, never fades,

That is why I cant wait for the day,

The day I am finally free of the light,

Free of pain and saddness,

Free of suffering the lose,

I wont have to feel, wont have to love,

I wont ever really have to be good enough,

It will be my place, my space,

All my oun, all alone,

Peace and quiet,

Rest beyond lifes time,

Serenity all mine.

I fall to my knees and call to the queen of darkness,

Please send me an angel, an angel of yours, (vampire)

Please have his stong spirit take the undying pain

Have him fill my heart, my soul with numbness and cold,

Have this dark angelic being lay his undead hands upon my breast,

Until the beating of my heart stops in my chest,

Im dying inside and cant seems to breathe,

So send him to me,

Make me a dark daughter of your oun,

Let me see the world of the unknown,

I pray to you this and I promise sacrafice,

Whatever you wish queen of mine, its your choice.