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One of my best friends kind of told me this morning that he has a crush on me. It was 5 am, we been talking all night and I thought he was speaking of someone els. "It's like this"



What was I supposed to say? Have sleept some since then but it's still all to wird. How am I supposed to react?



I know I've must been disapointing 'cuz he left. All seems so wrong and all I want to do is to make it right.



Is it wrong of me to feel alone? Everyone I've consider as a friend have either moved away or done that turn. I don't know who to trust anymore.



He's one of the few I've really told everything, allways said what's on my heart and he just.. "I don't know you but I like you." I've spent six - seven years trusting him and he don't know me?

"Why do you say so?"

Why do you fint it so shocking? That I've made choices through the years that others don't even think about, less consider?



You don't have to tell me. I know it's lonely, painfull... but I've have done good in that way and I'm proud of it. I don't need any pronounced gratitude because if I haven't... who would have looked after those who becomed lost, supported them?



I alredy know what it is I've done to myself but thanks for helping me put it in words.





I learnd after last weekend that I was still needed, that it still was one reson for me.



I love you, my dearest sister!