I have been alone for months now after being with some one for a long time. Now the loneliness is killing me. Iam depressed most of the time but put on a happy face for my friends and family. I dont know how long i can take keep up with this deception before it kills me. I have been looking for a way to fix this pain but can not find it. From the look of it this is a never ending pain.
Today is my 21st birthday and it is suppose to be a big one, but it feels sad to me because it is the first birthday i have been alone. so this day is depressing.
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i know how u feel my last brithday sucked to!!..Dont worry ..something good will come your way . oh and happy birthday!!
About 6 years ago I discovered that I can make people go weak around me. I can put most people a sleep just by being close to them. I meet my friend in seventh grade and he is one of the few people i have meet that it can not put to sleep. some people find this scary others find this interesting. Let me know that you thank. I love to hear what people thank about this.
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I had an English professor in college that could put half the class to sleep all the time LOL
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thats amazeing.. u must have a very storng gift!!
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MyBloodyKisses
08:05 Jun 24 2010
It does feel like that at the time, I remember that feeling only too well, I used to wonder how I was going to just get through each day, but it really does get easier, just give yourself time and try to get out and do things with friends and loved ones :)