Its been another crazy week. I made the mistake of befriending someone I didnt know too much about and got myself hurt. My office has become like a school yard with Teacher[supervisors] yell and screaming all the time, Nerds [work adicts], and bullies. I have recently been at the receiving end of this "bullying" its not fun and when I decided to bite back I cause a rather large scene, wich I was not intending, abd now run the risk of being fired. Seems harsh I know but as this isn't the first time I have had a disagrement witha work collegue things arnt in my favour. It sucks and I'm not even sure it is bullying maybe I am jsut tired of working there and am making up excuses to leave. It's driving me insane. I just want to have a job I enjoy like when I first started there. But yeah I feel better now after my self involved rant.
I have almost run out of things to say. I am getting sick of people in general now. My friends are starting to annoy me. The ones I want to be around arnt there and the people I wish would leave me alone are hovering. I am loosing track of days for weeks now I have been a day behind but that may be from the flue I have. But on a lighter note I have discovered I have a nack for office nonsense. Ok that makes sense in my world. What it means is when a supervisor come up and cracks me on the back of the head foam pole I can now skillfuly atack him with a hard object and not get fired. It's more fun then it sounds I enjoy the playful teasing and harmless bashing of our office and it has only just started again. Work is ment to be somewhere I want to go and its back to that now. It sounds sad but I enjoy the feeling that if I dont go to work I will miss out on something. your probly thinking I'm crazy but 5 minutes in my work and you would understand. But yeah at the moment its actually my shining light well that and chocolate but thats a given. well thats all I have for now gee golly gosh my lifes exciting. or not.
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