The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I've been feeling this for quite a while now. I am drawn to anything dark on a level I just cannot explain. I feel this deep, solid, chained bond with darkness. I've read, written, watched, drawn, and listened to every dark work I could get my hands on. I still have not reached the level of darkness that will satisfy me. I want something dark beyond the level most humans could bear to think of. Maybe it doesn't even exist in the human world?