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It has been such a long time since I have been able to get online and come here. First we had problems with our phone and then I lost my DSL. I finally got them both back and it is so nice to be able to be here once again.

I have been pretty sick going to the doctor, and in enough pain that the ibuprophen isn't working. I am almost out of the pain medicine that the doctor gave me, and I need to get some more in order to sleep at night. This pain has me in such a lot of pain that I am mostly bed ridden getting up when I can't stand to lie there. Watching movies helps get my mind off of the pain a little bit and a hot bath helps a little bit too. I never took medicine for anything as I very seldom get headaches. But it is a big relief when the pain medicine starts to work and I can relax, I get so tired so fast, and food? I am so hungry but can't eat much without running to the bathroom and throwing it up. Next Monday on the 13th I go back to the GYN doctor and maybe they will be able to do surgury or schedule it so I can get the problem taken care of and return to a better way of life. When the one doctor told me she wanted things checked out to make sure the cysts are not cancerous it scared me. What IF?

Well its time for dinner; I was going to wait for my bf to come home from work (he had to remove a huge tree that fell in a road blocking traffic) and he said to go ahead and eat....will try to anyway.

Its good to be back.