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I was pushed today.

Not just shoved kinda thing,but I

was pointed out and got angry at because

I am not like everyone else.



I'm almost 37.

I should have to be treated like some

preschool kid!!

I'm an adult!!

My god,what's wrong with people.



And to top it all off..it was

an OLD lady!

And she wasent out of her mind either.

She knew what she was doing.



For the first time in over 12 years..

I blew up!I mean super-evil legit demon

temper.

I told her off,I threw things,I broke

things,and didn't stop screaming till

I was ready to buy my stuff and leave

the store.

No one chimed in.

No one helped either of us.

No one didn anything but watch.

No cops..no movement.



I got out of there as fast as I could.

I never been so angry for such a long time.



I been sick,

I been hurting.

And people already treat me badly.

I just couldnt believe some one,

like that..in that AGE would have

the right to treat some one like that..

like a punching bag.

I don't live on this earth to be

treated in such way!



I'm just so upset you guys.

you have no idea.

I wanna cry,but I wanna scream more,

Yet..I...I really just ...I donno.

I can't say it here.

But,

I have live with abuse like this and

WORSE all my life so-far.

When will people grow up?



The future is sad.

And I'm not shure If I wanna see it.

Faces..

pretty,ugly..pretty-ugly..cute,

slim,fat..tatooed,and the face

of the spirit showing threw.

Of all races of all colors,or all

species and otherkin.



This face..

My face.

Never sees love to what shines

threw mine.



Everyone can have some one.

All can reflect..and face.



What I cant FACE..

is the fact that no one

wants mine.