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Hello Grams...

How's life after death?

I miss you so much

I'm sorry my life's falling apart

I don't want to be selfish

But I still must say this

You left at such a bad time

Didn't you know you were all I had?

The only one who know how to care for me

The one that made me feel...

Like I mattered more than anyone...

Anything else

And it was true of you

I cared for you more than anyone else

I loved you so much

And still do

Can you see me now?

I hope you can't...

I hope you're happy and at rest

I hope you've moved on

But if you can read this

If you are sad to see where I am in life

I promise I will make it out of this hole

I'll be your perfect grandson

I promise grams

I'll eternally love and miss you

They say pain goes away with time...

I don't think so

Time won't let me forget you

You were so perfect

Sleep well forever Gram

I love you

Nothing

What I'm stuck in

Haven't eaten or slept in 3 days

I cut myself off my precious drugs 2 days ago

My body's still going

I'm hopelessly under weight now

I'm sorry Grams

I just couldn't take your death right now

You were the only person that meant something to me

Ever

You were beyond perfect

You're the only reason I've cried in the past 13 years of my life

Then my father starts to fade

And my cousin gets locked away

And day 4 rises as I still sit in this chair

With my beautiful razor

About to drink my own sweet blood again