its been along day for me still have not slept thinking about laying down for a few hours just to get some well needed sleep i had a good day my mood was good so far..
have a good day and god bless
when i cant sleep
i start to see things that's not really there
my mind starts to go crazy and i see nothing
but darkness that goes around me like a damn
blanket what in the hell is happing to me
why cant i just be normal?
my whole life is hidden from the one's i love
what can i do to keep from going crazy?
my whole world crashes down around me
my life is ruined and will never be the same
i use to be happy but now i'm sad all i do
is cry and beg for help but no one hears me
it seems that i'm being ignored or they just
cant see me or hear me.
i try to make myself smile but its all painted on
i hide the sadness and fake the happyness
i live in the darkness that has no light
i'm all alone.
written by
DreamEscape
i sit alone all the time
wondering to myself
what this life is for
the darkness trys to casume me
but i fight it til the end of time
my mind goes crazy but i stay
calm through it all.
writen by
DreamEscape
i cant seem to stop yawning
i try to keep myself busy so i wont fall asleep at the computer
i did that when i was at lana's i fell asleep well playing minecraft with lana
i guess i'm tired from waking up early so i could have a cup of coffee with lana before we left to take me home.
i feel like a want to fall asleep well typing this ugh
i'm sitting here playing minecraft and talking to lana on skype we're always on skype together but i cant wait to go over to her house for a week and just relax and get shit off my mind its the only way for me to get away from this damn place.
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