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i desperatly want to become a vampire and have a mistress and live in coven in real life.not just on here.i am 100% sure of this..i've been thinking about wanting to become a real vampire for years.i have even stayed out late every night for years,desperatly hoping to find a blood thirty female vampire to offer my blood to.i wouldn't flinch or try to stop you.i would just fully submit as much of my blood to you as you desired.i have had a shitty life and i just want a second chance.please vampire ladies..give me that chance.