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I lay here staring at the ceiling Korn blaring in my ear, and I say ear because one of my earbuds has gone out, and think of all the horrid horrible things that run through my mind my twisted twisted mind....sighs Am I a monster? I feed on peoples dark energy and emotions as well as sexual energy. I am not sure what I am. Vampire, sucubus, psychic? I have no idea. I know I have horrid nightmares that sometimes come true. I can also sense when something bad is going to happen. Sighs I am only in my twenties but I feel as if I have lived much longer. I came to this site I suppose to be closer to those like me. Children of the night. I will probably lie awake most of night again. I hate this...sometimes I think whats the point? This world is a dark cruel place...sometimes I wish...I wish it would just all end.