Got a new girlfriend, a bit boring actually, and i dunno, i think maybe i'm with her cause she likes me so much and she's a friend. She's been trying so hard to get my attention for months, maybe its a reward for effort?
Thats really perverse. I think i hate myself a little for that, but then i do like her, really, just not really that way.
Another X-lesbian too (that is to say, had a girlfriend when i met her, dumped girlfriend, turned her back on lesbian ethics and chased me for a time) why does this keep happening?
Strange.
Meh, suppose i should be happy, its nice to have someone cuddley again, my last three where all about fucking and partying, which is great, but blissful nothing in arms is good too, just takes a little more caring...
Apart from that, party tonight, party last night, hip-flask of vodka in pocket as i write... i like the holidays, O and doin some interesting stuff on the weekend with one of my long lost mates... aparentlly it'll make acid look soft. I love a good trip i do.
O and gettin my bag of shrooms back, its summer now, almosty season again, but i'll be good to have a stash again.
Hmmm, women-check, booze-check, parties-check, drugs-check. The break is good! Thats almost my life done.
I havent been playing guitar at all recently but im thinkin i'll try again when i move house next month. Movin in with Klam, 80's punk reincarnated chick, best mate, great for random drunken destruction or mistchife missions (yeah spelling, blow me). gonna start a veggie garden too, which will be wickedness in itself.
im becoming more of a loner at the moment, friends are drifting away and im enjoying my own company more that ever before.
Apart. Well, been activily activisting of late for greenism (and Davism), also been playin too many video games and yeah, anyway, gtg.
Nothertime.
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