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Does your hunt ever leave you feeling like you just ate stale bread? Does the air you seek to fill your lungs with the smell of freedom end up strangling you? Just wondering. I find that the same patterns of pradictability always seem to show up in life if we want them to or not and personally it's starting to leave me feeling a little frustertated. Like looking at the same scenery for too long or maybe even chewing on a piece of gum much longer then the flavor could ever hope to last but you can't stop chewing it or you won't have anything to focus on because everything else is a dull shade of gray that you stopped noticing 3 years ago because you realized you can't change it for the most part and any chage made to it would only last for a minute before fading and being taken over by the enemy you had hoped to defeat in the first place. Just like that. Now don't get me wrong gray is a great color but when everything looks like the odd lifeless gray color that most religious followers take on after realizing that there is no up after you have fallen down unless they spend a good sum of cash to buy your way into the preist's favor or offer up your youngest son to help convince the ones that are in charge of your willingness to repent. There fact of the real matter is there is no willingness to change the color or move at the moment so I will continue to let my mind indulge as well as not judge you for your decisions to let your mind do the same. We can stair off into space and dream of what colors might look like as we chew our flavorless gum and let ourselves be ingulfed in mindless reilgious follwers then repeat it all again tomorrow.

I can understand that you would want to hold your tounge when anger is flowing threw your person but really, Let's get out with it. When you are mad speak up, Scream in my face if you must but realize that you will be met with the same amount of hostility. Don't get me wrong I would love it more then anything if you were to speak up and actually have some kind of spine even if it is only there for a minute. This is what you get for hiding under mommy's wing your whole life. Stop assuming that the world will fix itself if you hide because it won't. Don't think that if you walk away holding your tounge I will do the same. I am not saying I am going to play games or cause problems because I wont, I will just take any and all respect I had for you and throw it in the trash.



You can't preach to me that I am too mean if you have never seen the face of anger. You even hide from your own, How could you ever understand any aspect of the human emotional range or nature? You can't, so never come to me and try to tell me that I am wrong for doing what I do because next time I might do more then laugh because children pretending to be adults are only cute for so long.