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To all my friends here i have been going through hell literally. Got engaged i was happy had a job was happy.

Then i lose my job cause i did not have seniority. And he had to let someone go now been unemployed since July 31.



Now i find out my fiance is still married he was supposed to be divorced bye now. Now his wife is playing all these mind games and i am not digging it.

He says so much hurtful things when he is drunk. Then says it was not him I am like what is going on. I cant take much of it. I was born with a medical condition called epilepsy and i am not supposed to drink I have been drinking. And not caring. I celebrated my 40th birthday September 14 th it was shitty. Bad enough i am separated from my son cause he is in the job corp getting an education and he just celebrated his 19th birthday September 24th. Now life is truly sucks for me.

Now not knowing where i stand sucks. I am still out of a job have been looking with no luck and now it like i am being cheated yet again out of love. This is why i have not been on. i shall be back on more often so i dont go totally insane.

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theodosia
00:22 Sep 27 2009

i was with a guy for a few years that was a mean drunk. he finally pushed me too far, and i have been much better since. i hope you find the strength to do whats right for you

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EvilRaven
07:03 Oct 07 2009

He would never hit me or he pay the piper the dues. I am just wondering if he really filed for the divorce to be married and will i stop drinking and stop endangering my health i have epilepsy and should not be drinking but i have been with a beer called Guinness

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