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the universe still feels weird.

fuzzy almost. like static electricity.

the buzz is consistent, it hasn't faltered once but it feels so strange. like there's been a shift in the atmosphere or a glitch in the matrix.

existing feels weird. everything feels weird.

it's like i'm in two places at once and no where all at the same time. the craziest part about it all is that this strange sense of everything feels familiar. like i've been here once before.

this feels like the awakening 2.0 - is that even a thing? someone please tell me that is not a thing - i don't like it. i am not having a good time.

i still haven't grounded myself even though i know that i probably should. it's been cold and like i mentioned previously - i was not made for the cold. besides, how does one focus their attention on the important things of their too busy focused on the fact that their teeth are slapping together?

any thoughts, ideas, opinions are more than welcome.

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Cadrewolf2
03:36 Jan 15 2026

I Think its been a strange couple years

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i wonder what phase the moon is in currently (I could probably google that but that takes effort) - reality feels weird. in fact, existing has felt really weird lately. my depression is on the fritz and most days i'm half here and half who knows where. grounding myself probably wouldn't be a bad idea - however it's chilly outside and i was not made for the cold. 🥴🥶

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dracken
08:43 Jan 15 2026

Moon phase is waning, low light driving at night, raining constantly here, things to get you down, but I get outside, warm clothes, visit family, have a Tea with friends in a small shop, this should help lift you a bit more and stay busy, don't forget to play your music.

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𝘭𝘰𝘢𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳, 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦
𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘥𝘮𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘵, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪'𝘮 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪'𝘮 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘧 𝘮𝘦
𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪'𝘮 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘧 𝘮𝘦, 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨? - 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘸𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘭𝘺

I love music - it is literally life for me. I hate small talk and struggle with expressing my emotions 99.9% of the time. However, I can always find a song that speaks for me.

I also feel that you can learn a lot about a person by the music they listen to. That's if you actually 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯 to the lyrics. Every artist has their meaning behind their songs but that doesn't mean it has to mean the same thing for each listener. That's the beauty of music - the beauty of art - it can be interpreted differently by each individual.

I listen to such a wide variety of music - but you can always tell what kind of mood I am in or where my head is at by what I am playing. I can't vibe and truly enjoy music if it doesn't match my mood.