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Do you think the age limit for joiningVR should be higher?

[Poll # 4700]

Yes, at least sixteen.

Yes, but those who already have an account that are younger should be kept.

Yes, but the younger ones should be deleted.

Maybe, I have to have specifics

I don't really care.





Why isnt no an option?

photoscape is soo much fun :)

I love the new status system for the most part but there is one giant flaw in it. The bonus for having your journal on favorites and the bonus for how many friends you have. Now, because of that, people are adding random people and are favoriting their journal not because they like it but because they are hoping to get theirs favorited in return. I had one person ask me if they could put my journal on their favorites list before they had even looked at my journal.

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DarkWolfman
17:14 Jun 29 2009

Popularity Contest...line starts at the right

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FictionalFantasy
17:16 Jun 29 2009

Yep, sadly

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voodoochile
17:38 Jun 29 2009

Oooo, so that is why they keep doing that o.0 Dang, I was hoping that they just liked it for me...lol. Meh, such is life.

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Idiosyncrasy
05:33 Jul 01 2009

I agree. The bonuses are going to force us to make false friendships or we will have to look like we care about someone's journal just to get ahead.

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My cousin Amanda and I called the FBI on my cousin (her sister)'s husband. They say that we have to call some place that has to do with the military for Idaho. The funny thing is, it is located in Salt Lake City, Utah. I would have thought since it was for Idaho it would have been in Idaho. But getting back to the point, it means the jackass is going to get away with all of his crap. For two reasons



1) we lost the number :(



2) they are living with my grandparents and my grandfather has alzheimers and it would upset him if the police or military came knocking on his door. This is the main reason we aren't trying to find the number for the place. He will get whats coming to him one day. What goes around comes around.

My friend is talking to me again. He said he wasn't mad just disappointed. Im glad he is talking to me again. He is leaving shortly after I am. Its kinda funny. Im really going to miss him.

I decided to play resident evil 4 today. Its been ages since I have played and I can really tell. I have trouble with the commands and everything scares the crap out of me lol

I am moving to Alaska and until recently I did not know when I was moving just that I was. I was going to be riding up with my grandparents when they went but they have decided not to go. Because of that I will be flying up. I have a shih tzu that is coming with me and I am terrified something will happen to him in the cargo hold on the way up. The trip is only about three hours though so Im not as worried as I would have been if the trip were longer. Im still scared thoug, he is my baby. I found out that if all goes well I will be leaving the 8th of July. Kinda earlier than I was expecting but Im kinda happy its not too far off. I need to go visit the college there and get a lot of stuff done before school starts in the fall. I also want to get a job because I want to save up and get my own car. The sooner I get up there the sooner I can start applying.

My cousin's so called husband has been cheating on her for the last few months. He claims to be in the marines but it is pretty obvious that he isn't. Here is why:



1. He never finished basic training. He fell off a truck and blew out his knees and was medically discharged. He claims thats they called him back to finish training and that he has to go to Boise every so often to finish basic training. I don't think it works that way. Also, the only places marines go to train is in San Diego and Parris Island.



2. He doesn't go on a regularly scheduled training plan. He goes up when he wants to go up and stays until he feels like going home.



3. He says the marines don't feed him. While in training he has to supply his own food.



4. He says he gets a monthly paycheck but 100% of it goes to his ex-wife to pay child support. They can only take 50%.



5. He completed AIT in less than a month. He said graduation was in Boise until his wife found a way to go. Then he said it was in San Diego. When she found a plane ticket he said that family members weren't allowed to stay in the hotel rooms with them.



6. When he goes on his so called training trips he has taken pictures and he has gone fishing and camping with another guy and two girls. Coincindence? I doubt it. In one of the pictures he took one of the girls was sunbathing topless. In another a girl was hanging all over him.



7. Someone named Amanda was supposed to be his captain. Until we started asking questions. Then he switched to a guy and claimed Amanda was never even in the marines. BTW she is the girl who was hanging all over him in one of the pics.



We have called the marine recruting office and they say that nobody by his name is even in the marines. They also say that a lot of the crap he has told us isn't true and that we should call the FBI on him. Me and another cousin are getting ready to.

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voodoochile
20:36 Jun 24 2009

Yep, cheater.

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Trikki
22:08 Jun 25 2009

Absolutely cheating and doing a lousy job of lying too. My God...I've never heard of ANYONE trying to pull off what he's been doing. That's unbelievable.

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FictionalFantasy
02:53 Jun 26 2009

The sad part is his wife believes every lie he feeds her. He thinks the rest of us do but we dont. The only reason we have kept quiet is to protect his wife.

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Im not really feeling as sorry for myself now. I went down to my cousins house and hung out with my cousins for a bit. It was tons of fun and I feel a lot better now. I think I just needed someone to talk to.

I am sick and tired of letting people in just so they can burn me. Its happened once again and I just feel like shit. I give up. Im not going to let this happen again. If I try really hard I dont really care but I know deep down that I really do care so regardless I still feel like crap. Im glad Im moving soon. I can start over and leave all the pain and suffering Ive ever received in this place here. I was going to come back in a year but screw this.



I despise infatuation. It acts like love but it really isn't. And when the person leaves you while you are infatuated it hurts way worse than losing someone you love. Its messed up.



I think I lost a friend today. It hurts so bad. I really think its my fault. I read a text he sent to someone I know and I asked him about it. He got extremely angry and now isn't talking to me. Im not really sure I want to talk to him again. I certainly know Im not going to be doing certain things with him again.



I keep telling myself Im not going to feel anymore. Im not going to care. Its so hard not to though.

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Nedra
03:00 Jun 24 2009

*hug* Hang in there.......

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I need some help. The computer that I am on has about nine things that start up when the computer does and it doesnt need any of them. I cant remember the exact name of the thing I have to search for in order to disable them. All I remember is that it is exe. If somebody knows what I can do to turn the stuff off I would be extremely thankfull. I have been searching the internet trying to find something but have had no luck so far

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ladySnowStrixx
19:47 Jun 23 2009

go to control panel and look for programs and features it should be there , select it from the list the click on it to uninstall it, change it or repair it.

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I went to check my status and it said that I can only check it once every ten minutes. Its been hours since I last checked it. Maybe its time to change my password?

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MBK
05:14 Jun 23 2009

Probably just the automatic update.

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MillesVisages
05:23 Jun 23 2009

no, it is just a glitch,it did that to me to. Try again, I would try about every 10 or 15 minutes. You might be able to get it.

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FictionalFantasy
05:30 Jun 23 2009

Thanks. I will :)

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FictionalFantasy
05:34 Jun 23 2009

It worked this time

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My head is pounding. Ive had a minor headache most of the day. Im at my gmas house now and I think she sprayed something in the air and the smell is making my head hurt like hell.

I got my hair cut. Its way shorter than what I was expecting though. Ill put a pic up as soon as I get around to taking one. I kinda like but Im not sure that I am going to like how short it is. Ive been working all year to get my hair long enough to put into a ponytail but now I cant anymore. I think it looks cute though :)

So Im thinking about getting my hair cut. Its about to my shoulders now and its always a mess no matter what I do. I want to cut it to about medium length. Ive had it shortish for the last few years and want to grow it long now. But since I want a hair cut Im going to have to sacrifice. It will grow back soon enough. Anybody have an ideas for a hairstyle?

Im sick :( Went to the doctor today and they kinda said they have no idea whats wong. They tested me for strep and it came back negative so they tested for mona and that was negative too (thankfully). They said they were going to treat me for strep though because I had mucus pocket things (my terms lol) on my tonsils. So far the medicine isn't working. Im still in pain. The entire right side of my head hurts terribly. I can barely swallow and it hurts like hell every time I do. It has given me a headache and my right ear is starting to hurt too. I can also barely open my mouth or move my tongue. Doing either hurts. It hurts to talk. Also I can touch my neck right under the jawline and thats pretty much wear the pain is originating. It hurts to touch there. It has kept me up all night. The only things that help are drinking warm tea and taking really hot baths. I am really getting sick of tea though. It is making my mouth all sticky.

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LostThought
00:09 Jun 21 2009

didn't you tell me that they said it was strep throat? hopefully they figure out what it is or it goes away or something

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therealthing
00:11 Jun 21 2009

Sorry you are not feeling well hun.

Is there a lump on your throat?

if it, is could be cat scratch fever.

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LostThought
00:14 Jun 21 2009

http://familydoctor.org/online/famdocen/home/tools/symptom/515.html



this might help

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FictionalFantasy
02:08 Jun 21 2009

No, there isn't a lump. Im not even sure what cat scratch fever is

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Im staying at my grandmother's house and we are going shopping today and my aunt came over and woke me up and I still have an hour and a half that I could have been sleeping. Its tempting to go back to bed. SOOO sleepy. It would help if I hadnt gotten woken up about a million times by people and my dog. My dog will come jump on me, bite me, or bark in my face to wake me up. He is a shih tzu so its kinda funny but its still really annoying. He does that everytime I stay at my gmas house. Today he did it for about half an hour before he gave up and left me alone.

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ladySnowStrixx
18:02 Jun 18 2009

OOhh girl ,I know the Feeling ,When I go spent time with my mom in N.C. she also has a shih tzu and at 6:00 Am on the dot she gets mom up and goes to pee then its My turn and if I shut the door , guess who lets he in? this is her.

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FictionalFantasy
00:20 Jun 20 2009

There is a picture of my shih tzu, Pepper, in my portfolio

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Ive noticed that VR has a lot of people interested in ICP. The ones that cover their face in the white makeup similar to what the band does. Its kinda weird because VR is a vampyre website but it seems to draw in the ICP fans too. I wonder why?

I am SOOOOOOOO bored. I need someone to talk to

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therealthing
05:06 Jun 17 2009

My dear , there is no such thing as bored. The world is too full of knowledge for that. However, what I think you mean is that you can not be satisfied at the moment with what is around you.

Boredom is not in my vocabulary, and the last one to speak it around me shoveled horse shit. Well, I didn't want them to be bored.

So, there is always something to do my friend.

But I do understand when nothing around you is satisfying at that moment. That is when you need to be creative and find something to do.

If you can not think of something, you are not trying hard enough. And, of course, you can always talk to me when you feel like that.

If you wish to talk about this more, please feel free to stop by my place.

=]

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FictionalFantasy
05:58 Jun 17 2009

You are right, boredom really doesnt exist. I just couldnt really think of anything that I wanted to do at the moment that sounded interesting.

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So, working on my portfolio now. Its taking ages to upload my pics to photobucket so I can resize them :(

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FictionalFantasy
03:03 Jun 17 2009

A million thanks to darkwolfman for telling me about an awesome program. My portfolio is now finished :)

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Done with my profile :) finally. It took forever to finish and I completely redid it around three times before I was satisfied

I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate the stupid fafsa form. I couldnt remember what the site was so I went to fafsa.com spent ages filling it out there to find out they were going to charge me $80 to process it. I had to call the school and find out the right website and redo it AGAIN. I got it done and then I couldnt remember my moms pin so I did the security stuff and it said the security question was wrong. It wasnt! So I had to create a new pin and the one page said it was confirmed. When I tried it the other page said it wasnt. I ended up just sending it in without it being signed. Im too fed up with trying to fight the stupid form. It was tempting to say screw it and just skip next year.

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BeautifullySadistic
22:47 Jun 16 2009

Ugh. I hate FAFSA. I've never heard of them charging, though.



If people have $80 to waste of filing a stupid form, doesn't it stand to reason they don't need financial aid? That's plain silly!!!

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FictionalFantasy
23:33 Jun 16 2009

I agree completely. The site I did it on originally was a site that said they were going to help with it and crap. I didnt get much help and it was complete hell filling it out for them. On the other site it told me which lines I needed to look at and everything. I got more help for free.

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If two girls have sex does that count as losing your virginity?

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chrysanthemia
16:54 Jun 16 2009

If you have sex, you're not a virgin.



This would snggest all lesbians are virgins.

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chrysanthemia
16:54 Jun 16 2009

suggest**

sorry.

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FictionalFantasy
16:56 Jun 16 2009

Thats what I thought too, just wanted to get some other people's opinions on it as well.

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voodoochile
17:16 Jun 16 2009

Ahhh, but what about self loving? I personally thin you are still a virgin, but that is my male mind at work. I figure the hymen has to be broken or some kind of phallic has to enter the vagina to qualify.

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ladySnowStrixx
20:03 Jun 16 2009

Clinically you are still a virgin till the hymen is broken and there is blood on the bed or where ever you are at. sex with a girl is just that , it does not make you not a virgin. you have to insert something and bust the Hyman inside first, then and only then are you not a virgin,

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Time to edit my profile :)

My happy feeling is slowly deflating :(

Im happy :)



just wanted to say that

POLL: Do you think kissing a random stranger is skanky?



Leave a comment voicing your opinions please.

On facebook I was doing surveys and one of the questions was Would you kiss a stranger? I said probably and one of my friends pretty much said I was a skank for doing that. Now we are having a huge arguement over it and its plastered on the front page of my facebook.

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BeautifullySadistic
22:48 Jun 16 2009

I vehemently disagree with your "friend".



The ability to kiss strangers without being a "skank" is one of the greatest pleasures of living.

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FictionalFantasy
03:12 Jun 17 2009

I think it would interesting, mainly just for the thrill of it and to see the person's reaction

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OMFG Im getting mega pissed now. I had a huge journal entry that took like five mins to type and my computer messed up and went back a screen and lost my entry. Then when I came back to write another entry it did it again.

Currently at my grandma's house. Getting annoyed at my cousin and her husband again, as usual. Her husband claims to be in the military but its a total load of shit (I will explain when I get home). It really, really annoys me. Had a yard sale today and did pretty well. Got a bit too much sun though and am a little red. Been up since 7am. Have to get up early for the yard sale again tomorow, yay. . . not.



Also thinking of joining the military once again. I think its destiny. Ive wanted to join for years and I decide no but then when I hear a song about the military or see something about the military online or anything it gets me all fired up again and wishing I was in the military. I went and talked to a National Guard recruiter yesterday and the National Guard sounds perfect. It will also pay for me to get a bachelors degree in the state of Idaho, which is where I was intending on getting my bachelors. I can also get a job that involves a lot of geology which is great because that is what I am going to school to study. On the downside the recruiter says that without a doubt I will be deployed for at least a year. Im not really sure if I want to go to war. When I thought about the military before I really wanted to go to war. I wanted to fight for my country. But now that I am faced with the real prospect of it Im scared. Also, now Im really excited for my future, I dont want to take the risk of dieing. Theres so much left that I want to do. Ive decided Im going to wait at least a year so I have a long time to think about it.

I need to redo my profile sometime. not really in the mood to right now though. maybe tomorow

So I went to hastings (a book, music, video game, movie store) and they had an excellent sale going on. Five books for five dollars, if they were under $2.99. I decided to stick around and try to find some books. I ended up with ten. Most of them are cookbooks, which is great because I love to cook :) and it only cost me $10 :)

Time to clean house. It would be easier if my grandparents werent using it as a storage unit. Currently working on the bathroom. Trying to work up the courage to get rid of the giant spider under the toilet. . . I dont think the courage is coming

Today has been a long day, a very long day. I got up around 8:45am. Ran to CSI to talk to one of my teachers so I could get a syllabus for that class. Turns out she couldnt find it (shes kinda technologically challenged so I dont really blame her) and I have to go back by her office on thursday. After that I went to my grandmother's house to drop some stuff off she had in my car then I ran to hagerman to see about volunteering in the paleontology lab there. Hagerman is maybe a 30 to 40 min drive from me so that took a while then I ran to miracle hot springs with my grandma and cousin to show them the alligators there. After that I ran to the store then went home for a bit. I tried to take a nap but my dog, pepper, kept barking until I finally gave up twenty mins later and got up. After that I ran to CSI again to print some stuff off then ran to a friend's house to ask his mom how I could get proof of voter registration in idaho. Then I went home watched tv for a bit, looked up some info on scholarships and now Im sitting here. Getting ready to go to the movies with a friend. Hopefully he doesnt have to cancel out again. its kinda a bummer when he does. I tried to register for some classes and UA but the website is impossibly complicated so Im just going to have to wait until I get up there to register for classes. I have about a month to go but I get really impatient when I get into the planning mood so its going to be an absolute killer having to wait a month. I cant wait for classes to begin :) Ive decided to retake every class I have gotten lower than a B in so that I can bring my GPA up. Shouldnt be too hard. I just have three classes to retake. Unfortunately, one is math.

Its next to impossible to motivate myself to do math. Its just so boring and Im always so tired by the time I get around to it. has to be done though :( time to get started

I stayed the night at my grandmother's house last night and she lives in jerome which is maybe ten (Im guessing) miles from where I live. I needed to run to CSI today and I said Id meet a friend there in the morning so I got up at 7:30 left around 8:15 got to my house shortly before 9 and headed to CSI. When I got there the person I needed to talk to wasnt supposed to show up until around 1. talk about crappy luck. So I went home and was getting ready to hang out when my friend Ted asked if I wanted to run around town and get donations for the CSI refuge center with him. It sounded fun so I did and we did that until around 2 or 3 then went to his house and chatted until around 4:10 when I had to head home. My aunt and her friend were supposed to come by to pick up a swingset her friend was buying. It is now almost 7 and they still have not shown up. Kinda annoying. Tomorow I am considering running to hagerman to see if I can volunteer in the hagerman fossil beds. It should be kinda fun (I hope). If not its experience.

I set a strict new schedule for myself (yay). It involves writing an essay once a week, volunteering twice a week, doing math every single night before bed as well as reading every night before bed, doing excercises every morning and evening, oh yeah, and drawing at least once a day (Id like to get better). If I follow my schedule I should be able to get into the habit of doing hw the day I get it instead of the day before its due. It shouldnt be too hard to fall into the schedule. I was able to do most of it yesterday but seeing as I made it around 10:30pm there really wasnt much I could do before midnight. Eventually I am going to get myself into the habit of being in bed by 11 so I can get up earlier. This worked great when I was in school but as soon as vacation started I wanted to stay up all night again.

Why is college so expensive? Ive been doing research and its going to cost me almost $20,000 a year to go to school once I transfer to a four year college. Because of this I have decided to spend the rest of my summer studying (mainly my math) and working my ass off so I can get scolarships and stuff so I wont have to pay all of it. Because with my course of study (paleontology) I am going to be in school for a very long time and $20,000 a year adds up fast. Ive decided to do math before bed every night (oh joy) and write an essay once a week that way I can enhance my math skills and further enhance my writing skills. I am also going to work hard to become fluent in German. I have some books and notes that school help a bit with that. I also found a website called freerice.com that allows you to learn vocab words or work on math and every question you get right it will donate rice to someone who needs food. Thats a great way to help the world and help make me smarter :)