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Here it comes back again
To embrace me again
Here comes the rains again
Suddenly hear the droneing
Suddenly hear the dripping & dropping
Suddenly hear waters outside
Sound of rain drumming on the streets
Sound of cars slicking by
Sluicing through the wet
Sneaking over the tarmac
Secret nightime journeys
Secret where they go
Secrets where they've been
Suddenly drunken revellers laughing
Saving our summer again
Sunless summer
Summers too tainted now
Summers already burned again
Summers already burned out
Summers already bummed-out
Summers got drowned out
Saved my soul from drowning
Saved from tainted-sun
Cause there's nothing to celebrate
Not this year
Social decays
Socalise fears
Wreathed in fears
Dragged down by depression
No reason for sun
Except to rot down the decays
Except to block-up the drains
No reason for sunlight
Bringing-up thin lines
Just food for big fat flies
No reason for sunny days
No sun inside my heart
No sun without America
Sunny days-summer death
Social servants-catching rays
Social justice-catching wrinkles
Social homocide-catching killers
Sunlight-flowing through the trees
No reason for sun
Just eaten away by beetles
And startled by crows
Psychosocial nightmares
Make me wanna scream
Born too young
To a world full of strangers
Shadows & monsters
Cruel blinded masters
Born too soon
To know anything much
They took-over everything
Stole out from under
Ripped away the rug from under
Stole the cherry from the cake
Put flies in the ointment
Put worms inside apples
Put lies inside my heart
Blinded me from god
I saw mice behind the clock
I saw what noone sees
I hear what nobody notices
Because I didn't know
Born innocent
Born blind to what matters
Spent my whole life trying to catch-up
Turning the wheels
Trying to love god
Reading everything I could find
Trying to know how to stop stuff
Trying to know what matters
Trying to catch-up to life
Trying to hold onto life
Wasting my life trying to catch butterfly's
But they just all flew-away
Before I could catch them
Trying to make the clocks match
Trying not to scream
Trying not to dream
To see the world better
To back-off from what's theirs already
Thought we were sharing-the world
But it was already owned
Born too late-to know that
Born somewhere else
By the time I'd seen the others
Behind & too late anywayz
But I can't do it
Feel feeble-hearted
Up to my ears
Can't get the grip-i need
Can't find the controls
Controls inside-us to cope
We know that's it's there
But the fear is just blinding
The fear is just binding
The fears are just crippling 💀
My heart keeps on slipping
It's missing some beats again
Cause fear is eating on my heart
Getting inside & living off the fear
Fear eats my mind
Like flies on an apple
Turning the juices into vinegar
The clock keeps on changing
Time keeps on going wrong
Timelines-just keep on snapping
Judgements of society's
Laws about everything
Fall outside the laws
Fall outside the lines
Fall outside of time
Till time itself-flies
Till-time itself dies
Till life-keels over
Fears behind your own mind
Echoe like ripples
Like endless tides
Across our mind-maps
Constant-cutters
Cutting into time
Constant crueltys
Constant crushing
Casual lies
Cutting into time♥️
Pin-pointers of pain
Trigger-pins
Pain-pins
Sharp-pins
Sharp-points
Shady-pictures
Prickling-pins
Picture-pointers
Pricking in your mind
Broken glass slices
Broken heart-shards
Hair-pins everywhere
Hair pin-bends
Horror-bends
Behind your own mind
Axe-cuts
Axe-drops
Blood-drops
Tear-drops
Iceicles on the windsheild
Man-traps
Death snares
Lazer-lines
Razor-wires
Blood on razors
Pills in a glass
That fizz all white & melt
Swallowing down helpers
Till your all outta time
Ain't no angels when heaven is closed
Ain't no reasons when your born outside
Ain't no mercy in this life
Ain't no heart in the ghetto
Ain't no love in this town
Ain't no light in the centre
When the lights keep on going down
Ain't no god when your down & out
Ain't no good when your brimming over
Ain't no good when fears eat out your heart
Aint no good when the cup is poison
Aint no point when it's all downhill
Ain't no picture when your living in fear💀
When the lights keep on going down
Shadows who envy all the lights♥️
Sucking-out life
Thinking they've got the rights
Power of the waters
Steady like a drumbeat
Power of the rain
Like the power of a heart beat
Pitter-patter in the night
Braking into the silence of the night
Drowning out my pain
Sucking out the stain
Washing away the fears
Clearing away evils
Covering the nights
The rains again
Hearing it out the window
Ten o'clock at night
Sky no longer dim
Sky has gone dark
Struggling with inner-self
Coocoon of safetys
Protecting from everything
Protective veil-over our world
Protective veil-over our ways
Keeping us inside
Circles of water
Cycles of rain
Circuits of pain......💀🌹