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i read some of my old journal entrys and couldnt believe what was going on!! i was fucked!! the shit that i was saying and doing omg!!

i cant believe it was me!! holly fuck!!

Influence Lyrics





[Music: Dave Garcia]

[Lyrics: Sean Peck]



I come to you in many ways

I'll make sure my impression stays

See me I am the latest craze

You know my name is violence,

On you I have much influence

You have been changing ever since



Well I can rule your mind

Will you be left behind

Or will you ever find your hidden side



TV the games and headline news

Whichever channel that you choose

I'm everywhere I cannot lose

Your tolerence is getting higher,

So much more that you desire

Inside you there's a burning fire



Well I can rule your mind

Will you be left behind

Or will you ever find your hidden side



I know your mine seen the signs hear me all the time

You don't really know how the fever grows from the seeds I sow



Well I can rule your mind

Will you be left behind

Or will you ever find your hidden side



I'm here and there's no turning back,

Are you really under attack

A brain of your own is what you lack

You need to decide your own fate

Does it effect your mental state,

No need for them to legislate



Well I can rule your mind

Will you be left behind

Or will you ever find your hidden side



I know your mine seen the signs herar me all the time

You don't really know how the fever grows from the seeds I sow

ok so i had a job at a gasstation. it was ok but my mannager and his wife are assholes they buged me to say the least.. so i worked there for like 6months. i was fed up with my managers additude by know. hes i dont know a crybabe. i finaly had enought he bitched me out the last time i walked of the job! he wanted me to work till 11pm by myself! i dont like the evening shit i tell him he says to bad there is nothing i can do! unfortunitly we are understafed (his fult.) and this guy broke his hip so it was a shitty time there. well im sorry if im selfish i walked off the job.. im tyerd of this shit!!!... anyways i dont here from manager at all i go to get my last cheque and the asshole brings me in the back room and starts giving me shit!! then i say im not sorry i dont care i can walk off a job when ever i want i brought up my beef he flips all high and mighty " i was so good to you"" blaa blaa blaa how he put up with my shit! i say i dont care again i say i want my cheque i dont need this shit . i take it walk out door he flips he calls me lazy! stupid and said my life is going down the drain!!! what the fuck!!! i just kept walking.... nice guy a even know i did fuck him he handled it bad. that was mean to say and spit full i never said anything about his life or him ... what a fucker!

x-rated truth!



no one wants to here the trut anymore,because it is a horable thing to incounter. the truth. omg.

how dare you tell me what i didnt alredy know.

i mean i thought honisty is the best policy?

but more and more ppl hind from the truth.

unwilling to believe it, or reconize it. If it is not there its not true. people will do anything to avoid it, anything to get around it, anything but the truth. no i dont want to hear that im not waht i hold my self up to be. or that its rediculace! i want to hear what i want to hear!nothing more nothing less. the truth! you cant handle the truth.