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"You're all the porn I need." ...gag me with a wooden spoon and give it a twist. Bullshit. I hate porn. But hey, i can bitch all i want and it wont go away. I think i'll turn into a nun and see how he feels about that. And he doesn't come to bed until about three in the morning because he's on the computer. IT WILL BE THERE TOMORROW! Damnit, he just doesn't get it. He doesn't understand and gets mad and then i feel like shit. This isn't right. And i don't feel like a girlfriend when he does that. The only time he seems to enjoy being in bed with me is when we're intimate. WTF?

Still have not spent the money and it's been almost a week that i've had it. I am making people mad but that's ok. it's my money and they need to shut up. I'll bank that shit and freeze the account so it's useless and lost in the banking system. Fuck them. I don't want anyone playing with it. I got shit i gotta do with it.



Buy a starter and back breaks for our truck.

Pay insurance on the truck.

Pay old internet, phone, and electric and furniture bill.

Pay my mother $93 back.



I got shit i gotta do. Damn. Wish people would just get off my back. Somethings going on at Chris'. I can feel it and Justin knows I can smell his lies like i'm being dutch ovened. Something is really wrong right now. I could feel it the second he handed me a cigarette. He knows i'm not stupid and I can see the future like an invisible touch. I don't understand why he feels like he has to hide something. If anything, it better be good or he's toast.





EDIT: Aug 29 2006

Got the starter, plugs, plug wires, title, tags, plates, my permit package again, breakline, and some other fool thing for the truck. Bought groceries, treated myself Tammy and Justin, banked $80, paid insurance, and blah blah blah. So i'm left with what's in the bank out of the $805 check. And justin still doesn't understand the things that make me upset or sad. Already made me cry once. I wish i had one of them "Point of View" guns from THGTTGalaxy. It would make things so much eisier for me that it's not even FUCKING FUNNY