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So Brandi, Adrien and his g/f "bob" picked me up for tonights show at Club Bijou. You have an adult store, strip club, and a couple other huge adult industries in this ONE lot.Sleeper-Cell and AgaTha7 performed-got one of her CD's. We talked and she's really interested in my talents in the graphic arts. YAY!!! We're gonna see what i can do for her works. Penelope or Punky (the other Xtreme Girl-and Kate got into a "car accident" )was supposed to show up, but never did so Brandi had to HAD to throw me in the second cage. Talk about scared shitless.I felt so fucking retarded because of my stage fright. First time ever! The rest of the night, she said, it's not your job to dance. You tried it, it didn't work. I'm NOT mad at you; disappointed in the girl that didn't show up, though. It was total bullshit that that chick did not show up. I had to make an ass out of myself for that chick. We got in for free cuz we were the Xtreme Girls. I'm not. But i was tonight-wait, it's 3am. it was last night. Things ended around 2am. I appologized to the lead singer, but he was decent. Pretty much told me to get over my shyness so i can get in that cage asap. NO SHIT man...KY kept me company for a bit, but when his band was up-i know-he was all about it. It was his dudes, he had to support them. Went and danced in the cage with Brandi-the first guy disappeared after dancing with her as soon as he got out of the cage with her. He didn't move like this guy at least. He'd also tried to get me to dance or move but i was too ...BLAH to do anything but feel dumb as fuck. Well,we lost Brandi's purse, found it after the show-KY tried to tell me he'd put it upstairs, but i couldn't hear him. i heard upstairs and he pointed, but man, i should have pulled him outside to tell me. But i sat back with one of Brandi's friends and just chilled out-cold as fuck. When it was all over and done with and they were closing he gave us a ride home. First we dropped dude off-her friend, then me, then brandi. They said they play there often, so we deff are going to be running into them more often. Like this New Years maybe...They might see the girls again; maybe the girls from Detroit would be down for that one. Who knows-i'm not letting them use my room to change and sleep in and steal shit. Fuck that. But yeah, we're going to be seeing them soon.

it was go go go go as soon as i got off the train pretty much. we had to get things for the afterparty for the XG's. We guested with the Detroit girls-they're great. Went to Gatar'z club about ten minutes away on a school bus without the seats but there's a table, a bed in the back and some couches and a cabanet. It was rockin'! we had music up the ass, girls dancing alone and with some guys, lasars all over and that's just the bus. Stopped at a pub and played pool while the XG's got interviewed by Monkey Dome. The camera man's a little flirt-so is his friend. The club was spacious. there were girls dancing on platforms for all to see in scanty clothes and ho ho boots and shoes. We were in the VIP area but we had to go outside to the bus to smoke. i didn't dance so i hung out with Jason. But it's all good. we had an after party and it was jumpin'. ppl were showing up from the club and a few bars. there was a cake fight, a DJ with his turn tables, and much more. it went on until about 6am this morning. Someone puked in the laundry room. My friend wasn't feeling well so i kept checkin up on her. Her bf-my friend Jason, was secret security for us all lol but no one got hurt. The Detroit XG team leader brought breakfast.



ps-just because you're going to a club in the winter, doesn't mean it's gonna be warm in there. i was sooooo cold in the mini skirt!! even in the LONG jacket

WEEEEE!!! i made it. 15 fucking long hours of some 30 something yr old guy trying to "subtlely" hitting on me. It was interesting. Well, to tell the truth, it passed the time. But man, my as was sooooo sore from siting for so long. Harold tricked me! he said Brandi couldn't make it to the station and low and behold, she gets out of the truck when i get out there. I wasd so happy to see her that i nearly knocked her down when i hugged her. We went to eat at the Waffle House and Gwen tried to eat the straw paper(she's 1) and threw animal crackers all over the place and being a normal baby. It was soooo cute and i loved it. She's my lil chicken nugget.

i just got my pictures back from the hololoween. hopefully i will be putting them up soon.

Ahhh Sweeny todd. Johnny Depp's so fucking freaky like Brig said. Now that's a woman who will say what she wants when she wants. I am glad to have met her. Anyway, back to Depp's carreer move; i've never in my life thought he'd do a musical other than Cry Baby-omg he was a hot fucker back in the day. And his co-star is so PERFECT! Who could ask for anything more?? She was awsome in that movie with Sam Neil playing Arthur's half sister who seduced him and Mab's welp. This is a high ticket for Depp and i can't wait to see it.

being on how it was my last day at work, i was a little sad...and embarrassed. my sugar got low and i almost fainted. it took all i had to call home after i was outside hypeventalating. the only ones who asked if i was ok was my boss and coworker. by the time my boss got there, she said i was so pale my lips were white. i was about crying cuz i couldn't take my other stumach pains and the closing feeling of my throat. i had to tear my shirt off to keep from passing out in front of a custmer i was taking care of. im still weak, but doing better. my oldest brother came to get me in the fastest method i've ever seen and he bought me lunch. i felt like yacking the whole time i ate it, but i needed it.