Growing up isn't easy. I would say it's the hardest thing you will have to face. You betray and you get betraied by friends. You crush someone's heart and your heart gets crushed by someone else. Your dreams change forms and you learn stand on your feet no matter what happens. It changes you. That exact same thing happened to me. At first I lost friends and I betraied a few myself. My heart got broken and then I broke someone's heart. In between the years, my dreams changed almost completely. Now I look back and I don't recognize the girl I once was. I don't want to go back though. This is life's way. You fall, you learn, you move on. After a while, it doesn't affect you. They try to laugh at you and you just turn your back to them. You find new friends, a new love maybe. You get tired of the drama and you realize, nothing matters. Nothing but family, and your job. Nothing else stays for long.
So, I decided that my first journal entry should be a dream that I can't get out of my head.
It was somewhere underground, two men where standing face to face and there was so much anger between them. The part that I can't shake off my head is that on the eyes of one of them you could see the symbol of a dragon (a dragon in each eye). Suddenly the other guy started getting more and more upset after something the other one said and his eyes first turned dark blue, then black and then the same symbol of dragons appeared.
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I had a dream last night that I was chewing Silly Putty instead of bubblegum....
What do you make of it?
That you are trying to be a smartass?
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