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I'm sorry

that I hurt you

sorry that I pissed you off

I never meant to

my love

I hate myself for it



Last night

I cried myself to sleep

I'm afraid to lose you

I cried for you

the thought of you leaving

I would hate myself

if you left



Please believe how much

you mean to me

The thought of you tingles my skin



I love you so much

you are the one

The one I would take a bullet for

if you left, I would have to give

up love, for you are the only one for me



You've now seen me

at my worse

at which no one else has



You've kept me alive

I made promises to you

and I will always keep them

no drugs, no flirting, that I will do for you Ashley

you are the only one that can help me keep myself in line.

And I will stay in line, if you promise to just stay



My heart beats for you

to graduate and get good grades

better attitude towards life

staying out of trouble with the law

pay attention towards school

for you, so I can see you.

I've promised all these things to you

when thouh some I've not told you

I still promised them

Because Ashley

I love you, and only you

you are the one for me,

and please tell me you will stay.

Written on July 3rd 2007

put on here July 5th 2007

My Soul Burns Like Fire







My soul burns like fire

Who will release me

I need to get away, I beg to get away,

I beg to leave this realm I live in forever

My soul burns like fire It burns to leave

It burns to leave my body forever

Who will release me Who will release me forever

My soul burns like fire





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(CHORUS)

I will die without a release

Who will f******g help me

Who will help me to f******g escape

To escape this world

I am truly ready to leave

I so f*****g am

I am sick of your bul**hit

Your whining and f*****g lies

My f******g god damn soul moves through me It wants to kill you

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My soul burns me to kill you

To f*****g ripe and tear the life out of you

My soul burns like fire

It burns to leave

It burns to leave my body forever

Who will release me



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(ENDING)

Who will kill me

My soul burns like fire

It wants to kill you

To tear your heart out

And eat it

Die Die Die

Your already Dead

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written October 2006

Hate ( The Very Hate In Me)



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Hate, What does the word mean these days?

What does hate do to us

Oh the Hate of the world

A strong emotion Hate is

we all feel it

But I want it

it gives me power

power unknown to others



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Hate bullies us all

To our own death

the grudges we leave

This hate abuses me

it hurts me to bear it

but I still do

hate drives me to kill

And to kill you

drives me over the edge





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~Chorus~

The Hate In Me

Ravishes my Brain

Destroys my will

may soon take my will to live

Hate will kill me eventually

The Very Hate From You

Does This

Hate in us all does this to me

The Hate from you goes to me

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The Hate

Destroys me

What can i do?

My body trys to fight

But soon it will loose

the body is not made to fight

all the time

No one will help me

The hate in me is to strong

to strong to be banished for ever

it always comes back

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the hate drives me to kill

I dont know how much Fucking longer

I have to live

Trying to fight the dark angel in me

the demon in me

but it may never die

It has Ravished my brain

soon it will hit my very core

the Core of the being in me will die





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Ending

My hate is unlike any-Fucking-thing

anyone has ever known

No one has seen it yet

I am truly afraid

if unleashed

it will fucking destroy everything

Please put an end to me

never let the god damn hate escape

Kill me before it happens

The Hate in me is strong

to strong for me or anyone to control

But in the end Hate is everywhere.

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written august 2006

Flowing Blood, The Pain In Me

( The New Recreation)



The Knife slides accross my wrist

I can feel the pain

But Its to Pleasurable to scream,

I thought You were going to take me

Take Me, Take My Life

Take My Virginity, Take My Will

Take My Blood,

My Blood will be wasted without you here

Dont let my Virgin blood

Touch the floor and be contaminated

Undrinkable



Will I ever be able to drink your in turn I long to see the knife slice across your neck to see it freely flowing I long for the taste,will it take away my pain My sorrow for the people I have killed and done wrong Will it hide the pain flowing from everyone into me



~~Chorus~~ I see your pain I see it allI feel it and am hauted by it who will take the pain away, who will hide it? From Thyself Forgive forget I never do Will my powers die away will i die inturn In the flowing blood you"ll see what i see And take the pain of my life away what you"ll see will show you I have been made into a caged beast wanting to be unleashed and will never be tamed you"ll see my kills, my memorys, and my life The knife slides across my skin I feel the pain and enjoy the orgasmit creates my blood is depleted You have drank me dry, I see the red hallway leading to not where I know but I believe its hell My soul is pulled back jerked away My fangs cut into your neck on the most holy vein I have been saved for the moment I am being refilled the xtc of your blood is unbearable take my life end it now





Let me Lie down

And let me sleep like Marius once did

in the Anne Rice novels

I may die watch me close

We are all alike , we all truly are





~~~The Fatal Ending~~~

I fell the Fangs in my neck

I am sliding away in my immortal sleep

dont worry I am here somewhere I know not

I will watch my eternal world go by in time

Watch me fall unto the next realm

I know not if I can come back

I am dead in this body the blood is gone

You killed me

the flowing blood is gone

and the pain in me is unbearable





Written on september2006

~Love~

I have been claimed

been taken

my heart

its been stolen

Poison took it



I'm lying awake

wondering

if this time

I will be hurt

yet agian

past lovers

have hurt me

killed my heart

left me to bleed

left me to die



lying awake

wondering if

it will come agian

she seems unreal

to good to be true

I think

why do you love me

why should you care

cause there aint

anything alive



lying awake

thinking

why should an angel

love me

care of me

I dont deserve her

wondering why

does she love me

hoping that its more

than my face that

she likes

I hope not

cause I wouldnt

be able to bear it

to yet be used agian



I would die

if hurt again

cant bare to

loose the love of my life



I keep thinking

some way

I will fuck this up

like everyother fucking

good thing that happens to me

I always mess up

loose what I love

somehow I drive them away

I dont know how

hopeing I can stop it

wish to have her for ever

cant bare to loose her

the love of my life

I love you always

please stay with me love.







Written on June19th 2007

sry it took me a while to put it on here