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I have been on a realy high recently because everything has been going great, but then i had a certain phone call that i dont realy know how it made me feel.

Well ill start where i can remeber, all i know is that i was 4 years old and my mum and dad slpit up he went off and got another woman who became preganat after a while and used to see him every other week i think it was anyway, but one night he chuked us out in the midlle of the night and i remeber sittin in the wet and cold with my younger brother untill mum came for us, that is when me and my brother said we didnt want to see him any more because it wasnt the first time he had done it.

Well i then remeber that he came the next weekedn because we hadnt gone and i can see images in my head of my mum and him arguing then he threw what i can rememeber a huge concrete block thing into my mums wind screen and that was the last i saw of him.

For 13 years of my life not a call, card bday or chritsmas card off him, nothing i hadnt seen him or heard from him for 13 years, then when i was at colleg and my bro was at home cuz hes just finished high skool, he being my so called farther called our house, asking about us and wanting to see us, i realy didnt know how to feel and still dont i mean for 13 years he ignored us, as far as i am concerned i have always concidered my grandad my dad beacuse if it wasnt for him i wouldnt be the person i am now, why you men insist on doing these things to us woman is beond me, but i just needed to get this off my chest because its been driving me mad.