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I broke my Death Note necklace today. I didn't mean to! My arm got tanglein it cause the chain so long.

I got "traded". I don't know why. I'm kinda hurt. -shrugs- Whatever I guess, I get no say.

So, I got mad at my mom because she has been on my case about my little pooch on my stomach, like most women. Then goes off saying that I'm slob, that my body type is so much different then hers, if I'm not careful I'll be fat, and I'll end up like one of my sister's friends that got pregent and got into rehab for drug addiction.....Am I that much of a failure in her eyes? I feel like I can't talk to her at all. Hell! I can't even finished what I'm trying to tell her with out her interrupting and talking bad about my friends, who I know aren't really the greatest but their there for me and they stand with me. They have been more of a family to me then she or the rest of my family has been. She'll laugh and joke with my older sister, but she'll always get angry at me if I try to do the same. She won't even try to be interested in the things I like. It feels like I'm in theis constant battle for attention with my sisters and I'm losing terribly.

I have a entry that I want to put in here, but I'm being watched. I'll post it later on tonight when everyone is asleep.

He doesn't even remember why we broke in the first place. How stpuid is he? Oh my god. He doesn't remember that he cheated on me or the picture of him and her he sent me. All he says recalls is that he was really stressed. This hurts even more then when he broke up with me.

It was amazing ^^ I had so much fun.

I danced, had my beloved chocolate chicken, and laughed to the point I had water coming out of my nose. I found a guy that C A N danced. I was utterly shocked.

A few of my guys friends were talking about how cool it be if they had a wing like Sephiroth and they asked me if I thought it would be cool have only one wing.

My reply, "No, I would want just one. I would want three."

They asked me why I would want three.

"Because one if I had only one I'd fly around in circle and never be able to go anywhere. Two, I would be an organic angel then and I could go to the grim reaper and safe three lives by making three people consume my wings."

I was asked why a second time.

"I'm scared of hieghts. Why, in all of hell, would I want wings?"

I'm trying to write and add more things to my profile so it doesn't seem so, um boring? I guess? Hmmmmmmm. I don't want to add too much of one thing because I want balance between pictures and words.

Wooo, I've been playing it for a while and now I'm almost done. ^^b

Xigbar was giving me a little trouble but I got through on the third try, yay! Saix was easy. To the final battle....I think -shrugs- if not then cool.

I sent a thing of cookies to my crush for Valentine's day.

Anonymously. >

I cut my hair off. Well, not completely, but most of it is gone. I love it. ^^