Ok, there is this guy right and he is my friend. We hold hands and are goofy with each other, so like everyone thinks we should go out. I'm just like whatever and I blow them off saying, "Yeah whatever" or "Sure whatever you say", ya know. And then he goes off saying that it is my fault that everyone thinks that we need to go out and I'm just like your the one who gets mad at me if I don't want to hold your hand. Then he says that like all these girls like him and blah blah blah. I just don't want to be around him anymore if he is going to be like this.
I have the freaking heater on 85 and it's still flipping cold in my house!!!!! T-T
I'm so tired of dealing with people. -sigh-
You can't be in a haunted house and scare people if you look cute in your costume!!
I feel like I want to cry. I don't have a reason or anything it's a constant feeling. I've tryed to make my-self happy: I spend time with people I like, I do things that would normally make me happy, I've tryed new things to hopefully get me out of this slump, but it doesn't work. I don't want to feel this way.
I'm really happy! No clue why, but oh well. ^^ This guy at work was going to pay me $100 to drop kick a guy into a window.....I think I'd rather keep my job Kay thanks. Made $54 in tips though ^3^......Man the way I make tips someone might think I was a stripper or something.....o3o;
It makes my look like a vampire.....a hot vampire someone said. It's weird. Yea but before I had it nothing hurt or anything. Now I cna't get the pain to stop. Also muscle relaxers are weird........
I ran into a wall, smacked myself with a racket while playing racket ball, I have to wear a splint for my jaw (one doctor says my jaw keeps popping in and out of place and the other says that the cartlige in my jaw is making the popping noise....-- stupid doctors can't agree.), and I have to take muscle relaxers, so propably in about ten minutes I going to loose feeling in my body. Life sucks. They said it was either the splint or surgery. -sigh-
I don't want to hang out with my friends because I always feel like the thrid wheel; their always with or talking about their boyfriend.....or girlfriend...I'm the odd man out.
I told this guy that I loved him about 2 mouths ago and now he won't even talk to me or anything. I'll understand if he doesn't feel the same, but it really hurts that he just ignores me. I just feel like crawling under a rock.
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