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Ok...well i know this person that feels like everything in his life is awful....ok...well lets see the most he has to worry about it having 2 jobs and the one person that he supposedly loves is not there for him....on another note im talking about me here....



I work 2 jobs....cleaning motel rooms and running a register at a store....then tomorrow my mom is going into surgery and I get to take care of the house...some people dont understand i may only be 18 but i know how to take care of my family and the house...my parents asked me to do it because i know what has to be done and when it has to be done....my mom is going to be in the hospital for 1 week or longer..then when she comes home shes going to be on bedrest for about 6 weeks....and i get to go to work come home and take care of everything



im the only person that will be home early enough to do it..so i said that i would..some people dont think that family comes first..well in my eyes alls i really care about is my family..as long as i have them i will always be happy no matter what......



its a big responsibility..the only reason im honestly doing this is for my mom..and because i like the point of the fact that they can NEVER look back and say that i didnt do shit for them....



talking about that guy..well he was my boyfriend...but he broke up with me last night...i think..it was in a voicemail...but anyways...i know that i was never there for him after what i done..but starting 2 jobs..as soon as i get off the 1st one i went straight to the 2nd one...i mean yea i had no time in between jobs..ok i got off at 7 every night...working 2 jobs where im constantly on my feet makes me want to go home and do nothing...he would get pissed off because i didnt want to spend time with him because i was to tired...i honestly dont know what to say about that...i loved him..and i will always love him because he was my first real love..but it seems that he will never be able to look at me the same way again...but you know what they say



Life goes on...if he doesnt want a relationship oh well...i can take a friendship but as soon as we make it a true friendship we will never be more than that...but honestly i dont even think that he wants to be my friend anymore..but hey...its all good..i know how to handle myself....



k well i just wanted to do a little talking...ill probably be back with some more info later...

so...heres whats going on!!!! my mom is about to go into surgury tuesday!!!! i get to take care of the house while shes gone..its going to be so exciting...NOT!!!! i have to take care of the house and everyone in it...lol...its just going to be me my dad...brother..and sister...and i get to do all the cooking and cleaning..its so stressful...its not even funny..oh and on top of that i have to be at work by 9 o'clock in the morning!!! i will have to do most of the house work..but you know what its a part of life...and ive done it before so things will hopefully turn out better than i expect...also im having to go and get my liscenes friday...i havent studied and im still having to go...so yea..my dad says without them i wouldnt be able to do anything!!! but you know how that goes...i know someone who would help me out and drive me as much as possible!...



k well let me tell you about work!!! i put my 2 weeks notice in at my 2nd job..it was kinda crazy because i was thinking that i would make my manager really mad at me...but she totally understood and said that if i want to come back after everything is done then come in and see if she has a position open and she will hire me again..i think that is really great...i love that job and like i told her its not that i want to quit its that i have to quit...so you know how that goes!!!



my 1st job..its nothing a piece of cake..i love cleaning motel rooms..lol....ive met a quite bit of nice people working there and my boss is a really great guy once you get to know him...hes got these things about him that make you not want to work with him but then he can be one of the nicest guys you know...lol....kk well enough about me jabbering on about my job....well honestly thats all i have time for right now!...lol...so yea..just thought that i would write in here because i havent in awhile..so here you go...



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