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Hello Darkness my old friend, it's good to see you again. I love that old song. And it is very appropriat for me and my mood this evening. This shall be my last night. I must bid all of my friends here on the Rave Goodbye. I love many, in love, well, with her soul.

Darkness comes on swift wings of smoke and vapor. Silent, yet screaming. Perfect sence and no sence at all.

Why fear death? It comes to all. No one is immune. Some want to stall death as long as possible because of the fear of the unknown. Do you pass into another plane of existance? Does your spirit live on? Is there nothing after death but oblivion? Ok. Go ahead and fear the unknown. As for me, my dark desire is I long for the emtyness of nothingness. I really don't think I care anymore. If Death comes knocking on my door, I would invite him in for some coffee and donuts. I used to love life, now I wish daily to have it all end.

Time to end the lies and deciet. Time to look in the mirror and realize who and what I am. I am nothing. "Have you heard about the lonsome loser? Beaten by the queen of Hearts everytime. Have you heard about the lonsom loser? He's a loser but he just keeps on tryin. It's OK, he smiles and says, but this lonliness is driving him crazy." Sorry, old song. I thought I was happy, I thought I was witty, I thought I was easy on the eyes. I am old, I am getting a bit of a middle, I look in the mirror and see my hair dissappering. I used to be cute, where did it go?

Mother Darkness, wrap your icy arms about me this night. Take from my heart the pain I know I can bear no longer. Free me from this lonliness.

Mother Darkness, hold me close to your bossom as my last breath escapes my lips. Let me slumber in your arms forever hence.

My soul has been emtied of all warmth and love. My heart is a scarrd waste, twisted and as stone. There is no longer a light in my eyes.

There is no longer a fire in my being. I am an emty shell. There is nothing here for me anymore.

Mother Darkness, hear my plea and take me from this mortal realm. Take from me my very breath, I offer it freely to you.

In the darkness of the night, I slip into your dreams. The secrets you hide from the world come flooding forth as you bear your sould to me. Desire and lust you hold deep inside, you show this not in the daytime hours. Pain and sorrow you hide even from yourself. Hopes and dreams you have long since forgotten are all there for the taking. You show the world a person you really are not.