It's drawing closer, yes it is. The days are growing shorter now.
I can feel the veil growing thinner and thinner, and those on the opposite side are becoming more and more visible.
Soon the night will be upon us, and the veil almost completely gone. The view of each spectrum will be distorted, and all sorts of strange happenings will occur...
They'll be with us once more.
This is un-fucking-believable. I get back with my girlfriend, the woman whom I've loved for over two years, and then this douchebag was some little past flame says he doesn't like the way I make her happy by talking to her. Says he's gonna fucking steal her away from me.
Why don't you wake the fuck up, you little dipshit. You're so fucking fixated on what you want, you haven't even thought about her. You're willing to lie to her and cut people out of her life whom she loves just so you can be with her again. You are fucking pathetic.
Seriously, you have done nothing but her since you've been with her. You cheated on her, you stupid shit. You fucking cheated on her and you are not right for her. You think you know what love is? Bullfuckingshit. You don't fucking know what love is. What you feel is lust, you pea-brained simpleton. You just want to be inside her.
You don't get the fact that you're just a friend to her now. Get the fuck over it and move on.
And I swear to all that is holy, if you hurt her, I will hunt you down and put you through more pain then you've ever experienced. Laugh now, but you'll be regretting it later if you go through with it.
You'd be best if you just looked for someone else instead of trying to get back to her, you stupid little prick.
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Some people just can't stand to see others happy, so they set out to destroy said happiness. You just can't avoid people like that sometimes. I hope it all works out for you
Don't worry about him Ron. She'll see that you're being true to her, so forget about it.
And once again, everything turns to shit. Things in my friend's life are horrible, as they are in mine.
Cat came down to visit me yesterday... Unfortunately she brought her friends. At the end of the night they were upset because I was spend most of the time speaking to Cat and holding her. They said they didn't appreciate me not talking to them and not making an effort to.
Umm, maybe that's because I shouldn't? The fucking reason Cat came down here was to spend time with me! The purpose wasn't for me to entertain her friends. How the fuck can they expect me to open myself up and be completely talkitive when I've only known them for a few hours?
Now her friends won't even permit her to fucking see me. I miss her...
Everything's going wrong. Cat and I are on a break now, I had to drop my art class, I still haven't started writing my midterm paper, my friends hate me, people are barely talking to me...
It's just too much. I want this nightmare to be over...
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Frankly, her friends shouldn't be dictating your relationship, and she shouldn't allow them to. But, cheer up, I'm sure things will get better, just give it time.
FUCK I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED MY MIDTERM PROJECT AND IT'S DUE NEXT WEEK!!! FFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
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