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The Bitch is still a bitch. Still won't let me go see any friends. Oh well. Not like Im not going with my mom this weekend. I can't wait to get my neckace back! Its a skull sword with two dragon snakes wrapped around it each with a wing coming from its back. I love it. And I left it at my moms... Oh well! I get it back before school starts so thats good. Nothin really went on today. Surprizingly only had three chores (all for me). I have to cook dinner every night now. I dont care about it, I love to cook. So much that I'm going to follow a cullinary career. I guess the worst thing today is me and my boyfriend had a fight this morning and hasnt talked to me since. I don't care. If he has an issue with the fact that I'm a tomboy, then he can fuck off. Oh well. His loss.

Okay someone tell me this- is it right for someone to clean the whole damn house and then the person who wasnt there come home and say not a damn thing was done? Is that right? I don't think so. The bitch tells us to do a ton of shit when she does nothing but sits on her fucking ass and watches fuckin tv all day. And get this- she only does it when my dads not around. Hes gone for 3 more weeks. I may be Atheist, but I think that if there was a god or whatever, that they are trying to condem me to Hell. I wanna tell The Bitch (thats her new nickname) SO FUCKING BAD that she needs to FUCK OFF. And she's keeping me away from all my friends. She praises her kids for doing wrong and yels at me for every breath I take. I can't wait for my mom to get me this weekend. The bitch is acting like shes my mom and has full custody of me but shes wrong. She will never be my mother. She told me yesterday that if the chores she wrote down (a full page of them no skipping lines one chore pur line) wasnt done by the time she got home that we (meaning me) couldnt go anywhere this weekend. She can't keep me from someone who has custody over me because if I wanted to, I could call the police on her for it. She can't do things she is making me do. I dont mind doing chores around the house but when I have to do ALL the chores EVERY FUCKING DAY, Im gunna say something about it. I had plans to spend the night with my best friend IN THE WORLD (I EVEN BOUGHT GLOWSTICKS FOR THE OCCASION!!!!) and she comes up and says NO. WTF?! She never seemed to care before on what I did. So what The Bitch does when Dads not around: Treats her kids like royalty and me like im a piece of horse shit. Isn't The Bitch nice? Go to hell whore...

It's taken me a while to realize my life isn't that bad. Even though my Dad is a truck driver who is really gone for a month at a time and my Mom is getting deployed to Baghdad for a whole year and the fact that I have to live with a bitch of a step mom in a house that ain't even hers, it really isnt that bad. Iv'e got friends, I've got my music, my cell, my laptop, and other things I want, I've got my own money, I am pretty much who I want to be. I even have plans for when I finish high school and what colleges I would plan to go to. Yes, I have that day every so often where everything sucks and it makes me feel like my life is a failure, but seriously, if you overlook my life, it ain't that bad. I really don't care if my aunt and uncle have hated me ever since my step brother and step sister came into the picture, I really don't care that I hardly get to see my parents, I really don't care that I live with a bitch, all I care about is my friends. And I know they care about me, so nothings really bad. My life plans should get me to where I want to be later on in life. If they do, then hell, a fuckin 14 year old drew them up! I'm not going to diss those who really do have bad lives, they are real, but I am going to say this: Look over your life and give it a real hard thought- is it really worth crying over? Are you really the one with a horrible life? Mines not that bad in my opinion. People who have lives better than mine- who dont have to worry about money, or when you get to see your parents again (not that I do), or have to worry about school grades, and think thier lives are bad and publicly complain about it, they need to just shut the fuck up. Get over it.