I am happy.
Comic Con was amazing cant wait for the rest of it :D
Let just keep track of hw many days go by before you contact me again.
2 days so far.
I'll be like bat man
by day I'll have my normal job and Life but at night
I'll be the street artist I am.
I've had the movie Across the Universe since it came out and have never watched it.
I love it :3
I never understood why people get married to people that don't suit them.
If you are a dog person why get a cat and try to make it act like a dog?
See what I'm saying.
Ever look at someone and just think
"what happen to you....?"
Most nights I don't sleep.
Today is no different from most nights.
But you called.... This was so much of a shock I almost choked.
You never call ever, you don't text, you don't do anything. I was starting to thinking I didn't exist to you.
Then again you stop existig to me.
Most people did. I spend most nights in my room reading or playing video games maybe drawing. Most 18 year olds have social lives.... Not me. I'm ok with this.
I'm my own best friend.
I laugh at all my jokes.
I always tell myself the truth.
I'm always there for me.
What more do I need?
I spend most of the time now in my head, my day dreams or where I want to be.
I can do anything there, be with anyone, be anything.
If only life was like that. Shit.... That would be awesome.
I hate one word texts.
I send you a whole story and you respond with "ok" or "lol"
... Pisses me off, just say you don't wantto talk.
I hate when people judge me
I don't judge them but I'm at that point where I wan to hit everyone
random rant I need to write more
Have you ever met the one person on the planet that fits you?
If we were puzzle pieces we would be perfect...
I don't understand why life can't be simple
I know he thinks the same thing
I know this due tithe fact we were singing elephant love melody
back to each other from memory.....
But I'll never be her -sigh-
Today I was told I look like a man v_v;
thank you that is just so wonderful.
Self esteem -50
I want a Mac/Tablet/Pc all in one Someone please make this for me qq
On vr from the comfort of my bed on my iPhone ;D
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My mother just told me I drive noob.
I either have an awesome geek more or she is a bitch D
I haven't written here much. Though I don't think anyone reads this, I'd like to think there is one person out there who will read this and relate and know they aren't alone.
I guess you could say I've been depressed. Not sure why just have, for about the past couple of months.
Can't sleep at night, always tired during the day, Feel sick after I eat anything, Don't want to eat anything, losing weight, sad. You know normal depressed stuff.
I guess one could say "my sunny side has up and died."
Life has beaten me with a stick and to be honest I don't know if I can get back up.
I just sort of want to vanish. There is no particular reason, I just want to.
I have lost the my will, my strength, my courage. I have lost me.
Everyone here thinks they know me.
Because Victoria is "stronger than that, she doesn't cry, she doesn't care, she's a bitch"
While the last one may be true, I am only human. I have the same limits as everyone else.
I need a break.
A long one.
From everyone in my life.
I'm not in the mood for any more apologizes
anymore make ups
anymore "friends"
I don't want your half ass sorry's
I'm so depressed and I just need someone... They way I'm there for anyone I want someone to be there for me.
I feel like I should go see a therapist.
I just want someone to listen to me.
someone...
I need saving and I can't save myself.
Every super hero needs help sometimes.
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AWWWWWWWW I read your journal from time to time. Sometimes therapists aren't the best. Sometimes you just need a close friend, even if it's something simple, like a pet. I'm sure someone will care. And if not, don't give up.
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