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why does it feel like my soul is so locked up. i try to talk to women yet i cant because i start to talk but it wont come out. i talk and i just feel the words starting to slip that i cant even catch them and they just stay there on the floor where i cant even pick them up. it feels like i cant talk because of what has happend to me years ago. i feell like it should effect my head but it does everytime i meet and talk to someone that i feel im comfortable with them but it does effect me.