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You betrayed me and expect me to take you back in with open arms after what you did to me thinking that i'm a weak person...i can't and i won't ever forgive you for what you did to me the pain you caused me and the hurt you left me.....You made sure there was no trust left in me and made sure i hated myself and made sure that i wanted to totally kill myself but you failed. I'm alive thanks to her....thanks to Maddi i'm alive and i know that she's going to be there for me no matter what so just fair warning you better stay the f*** away from me because you don't matter to me no matter what or how sorry you are it means nothing to me. You made me feel so alone and like s*** you really did have me fooled though. You made me think i was in love with you everything you did to me and everything you let me do was all a ruse...I hate you so much Helen Akua Cudjoe-yevu. I hate you and all of your family for the pain and suffering you caused me. The nothingness that you forced me to feel. You gave up my secret to many people and now people know of their existence which could've gottn me killed but luckly i'm alive because i fought and i'm standing...Forget forgiveness because you're now my mortal enemy until the end of time. I don't care if you are Christian and if you think i'm damned to hell. I bet you also think that i'm possessed don't you? Well look at me.....LOOK AT ME I'M STANDING AND I'M WELL!! YOU CAN'T HURT ME ANYMORE I SWEAR I'LL GET STRONGER.....no one....NO ONE WILL EVER WALK OVER ME EVER AGAIN!!!!!

Maddi....that's the name that enters my head everyday when i wake up and whenever i think of her. She's my world i love her so much she's so amazing. There's alot that has happened these past 5 days but it's been the best 5 days i've had in a long time.

Thanks Maddi i love you so much you're my angel and my Star :)