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Gr! I have no place where i can just sit down and relax.. no where private..

Because my mom boyfriend shot his fucking brains out, in my house.

I was taken away

Im living with my sister and her husband

Got married about 2 weeks before it happened

his dad also live with em

so I have to sleep in the fuding livingroom

thats practly my room now

fucking retarted

Iv been here scince the 3rd week of school

I HAD TO FUCKING CHNAGE SCHOOLS

leaving what little friends I left behind

and after that

My Kitty Kats dad died

Drugs were involved

So now according to my sister

"What if Kat is brings some drugs by and a ramdon police come here and does and drug chek. we'r all going to jail"

OMFG WOMAN!

how fucking stupid are you!

I PRACTLY KNOW EVERYTHING BAD ABOUT KITTY KAT!

SHE IS LIKE MY FUCKING SISTER!

AND YOU SAYING SHE IS GOIN TO BRING DRUGS OR WHATEVER

KK's not like that

she cant even stand sig. somke..

hehe neither can i buttttt

were both wraped up drinking or causing ourselfs harm

on the arms...

Thats was the 3rd friday of november if Im correct.

now it 2007

I know my whorebag of a sister wont let me see kat till i move out

so im practly not going to even beg or whatever

so thats who I reall cant wait to be 18



Oh wait theres a little more

Frome what ive been through

and my odd ways of thinking and all

Caused by my fucked up life

Kats my only way to live

without her

Im fucking dead

A cold wall

I dont like smiling and I deffently want to kill my bitch of a sister

But the only way I will

Is before I kill myself

and Im not doing that soon

I made a promise

and If I like ya, then I dont breake 'em either

I even promised not to cut

wich is hard

But I live up to my shit and all



argg...

I hate drama!

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AND

fate too......