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To the one who hurts me

For you shall never know

The true value of my heart



To the one who abuses me

For you shall never know

The true feeling within



To the one who tears me

For you shall never know

Th true potential of our relationship



To the one who couldn't care less

For you shall never know

The feeling of my love



To the one who doesn't know the truth

For you shall never understand

The feeling I have within



To the one who doesn't trust

For you shall NEVER know

My true devotion



To the one who doesn't believe

For you shall never know

what truly lies inside

I say your my friend

What say you

I say your my best friend

What say you

I say your my closest confidant

What say you

I say your the only one I can talk to

What say you

I say your everywhere to me

What say you

I say your more than a friend

What say you

I say I love you with all of my heart

What say you

So many thoughts running through me

What will it be

Shall I ever know

The true meaning

The true reason

For these feelings



Will it be layed out for me

or must I search

Why must they be hidden

Why must it be secret

Why can you not tell

Must you hide



I thought I would never know the feeling of touch

I thought I would never know the feeling of love

I thought I would have nothing

for the rest of my life



To me it's not just a want or a will

It's the feeling inside

Why the one person

Is right by your side

I want to feel what it's like again

I need it

scrambled thoughts

no one knows

anything about me

to see them

everyday they think

I know who she is

but they don't

no one knows me

no one ever will

I see them try

to figure out what my deal is

truth be told

I don't even know who I am

no one knows me

I barely know me

how can other know me

when I don't

I wish I did

so others could

Why must I see the pain in your eyes

Why must I feel the pain in your heart

Why must I see the sadness in your tears

Why must I feel the sorrow in your lips

Why must I see the breaking of your heart

Why must I feel the breaking of mine

Why must I see your pain

Why must I feel mine

Why must I see how you feel

Why must I feel what you see

Why must I see your terror

Why must I feel my horror

Why must I see your demise

Why must I bring myself to not love you when all I need is in your eyes

I wish I could drown

in a pool of my own blood

I wish I could be blinded

by the tears that sting my eyes

My heart fills with regret

everytime I look in the mirror

My heart shakes with fear

at the thought of my life continuing

Sometimes I wish my life would end

my pain and soorow leaves

yet it remains with others

So I continue in this life

I wonder if it will ever get better

Only time can tell

if it is true

Only love can heal

the sorrow and pain that fills my heart

When the pain runs deep

The blood flows quickly

The tears come so often

Your body tells you your sickly



When the adrenaline pulses

The heart thumps

The blood races

The vein pumps



When the skin burns

The body fills with anger

The body fills with hatred

But... soon enough...

The body fills with death



When the spirit dies

The body fades away

The loved ones weep

But the memories stay