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Well I had a really nice lunch with mom before going to work with her the whole day. She even got me some cool gifts:



2 sets of Headphones

1 puzzle book

1 yoohoo to go packets



But my birthday ends with a hurt friend and feeling sad.... I'm starting to see birthdays as those days that just mark how old your getting.

I should be happy asking for things that I will never get.... but I'm sad today for 2 reasons



1) My friend TheRedneck, was deployed at 3 in the morning and I stayed online with him until he left. He won't be back for 6-8 months and I kept help but cry and fear the worst will happen.



2) I might have upset another friend in the process. Whether I wasn't thinking or didn't notice my actions while upset earlier.... doesn't excuse that I might of hurt my closest man buddy, the hunter of sexy men.... If I could go back I would have loved everything he did for me this morning.



All I want to do is curl up on the couch, cry my eyes out over Redneck. I would have used that friend as a support beam instead of consciously hurting him.



What else can I possibly do wrong