i fuckign hate this fucking shit.
i do not know how i can be there for my best friend. he says he needs no one, but i feel useless i hate it. his mom is dying of cancer. and i cannot do anything to help him. i neeed to help him, i feel wrong not helping him. but what am i susposed to do. im swarmed in my own problems!
a guy i really liked left me. he made me feel like such shit. i hate relationships! guys always break up with me. im tired of feeeling so alone. it hurts so bad.m tired of being so fucking alone. i hate it. so much.
the only people i do have. are online. HOW THE FUCK is AN ONLINE PERSON GONNA HELP! they cant hold me. make it better. i hate it. i fucking hate it.
i fucked up at work. i may lose my job over it, and get fined. i sold alcohol to someone underage guy.
i thought that older man was buying it.. i didn't mean to. i thought the olderman was buying it. IT WASN'T MY FUCKING FAULT! UGH >________<
i do not think im going to lose my job. i might though.idk....
i hate it. i thought he was buying it. i cannot believe i did something so fucking stupid. ugh. i hate life.
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LabelLessFreak
05:45 Jan 30 2008
i hatteee it. but im just complaining to this. instead of a person. my way to vent.