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Ask and ye shall receive. This evening while watching the thunder and lightning storm roll in, I tended to walk over glass by asking Shawn about my traveling. I've been having a lot of out of body experiences in my waking hours.



I told him for the last year I've done some harmless floating while walking around. He seemed pretty sure of what it was and I certainly helped him tap into his ancient knowlwedge. Unfortunately, however, he was told quite clearly that he would leave me in a new york minute if I had at anytime remained conscious while walking as I traveled at the same time. It's okay for him to learn about his abuilities, but if they surpass his in anyway he threatens to leave me.



He knew deep down there was more, but I need not say anything in fear of losing him. I've made a promise to myself to hide what I've been learning. The truth is that I've been doing this easily since 1987 in my old apartment building. What about the night I hunted for the first time? The corner the next morning? I still feel queasy sick, and guilt ridden. As I walk down the sidewalk I imagine being a tiger, tackling the person down walking in front of me. I can't imagine what the years will hold for me, if the nightmares will be like as they have been. Shawn will never understand. If my own husband doesn't understand, who will?



I've even on more than one occasion traveled while awake. I'll walk over to the baby's crib kiss him goodnight. It may be better than he doesn't know.



Until next time

Michelle

Blessed Be