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Cant believe it yet another one has passed away. Dont care if people liked him or not. Pete Burns for all his faults and he had a few. But he also had talent and I loved listening to this as a child.

Been a different day. Two years since my father passed away today.



I find it difficult to miss him given that we hadnt communicated since 2006. The anger for the most has gone, being stubborn (both parties) on not making an effort to try and be reasonable towards each other and making peace. He had chosen not to communicate with either myself or my older siblings.



For the last two years I have with the help of an Uncle and a solicitor been left to get on with finalising his will and dividing up his assets with what was left to my sisters and my two boys. What would have been mine I passed over to them. I was not ever comfortable with the idea of inheriting from someone I have not been on good terms with. But what I would have received has been placed away for them some day as emergency funding.



I just hope that I did everything to my late fathers wishes and liking. Not a comfortable life experience to live through.

It has also been challenging in other areas with my siblings as well, our upbringing we had was not and still is not a close sisterly relationship.

I didnt expect it to bring us closer neither just because of a death. However it has if at all possible fractured our relationship even more so.

I suspect if and when our mother does pass away then our limited sisterly relationship we do have will shatter completely, for the better probably. To much water under the bridge and the only one common thing we will have by then will be our D.N.A.

Questionable at times given our behaviours towards one another but it is how things are reflecting and have been for quite some time.



I do hope that my father is resting peaceful somewhere and doesnt hold his grudges for to long where ever he is.



Life is strange at times, challenging for certain.