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Losing my true love for someone else's lust

Forbidden kisses sweet to the touch

life full of hopes and wishes

stuck in secret

Disturbing announcments

cause distrust and anger

at times i want to disengage

perhaps become a stranger

unfufilled dreams

Prayers with no answer

When carless whisphers become meaning to live for pride is lost

Parked in a limbo

my world hell without you

My hunger for his love

leaves me weak and starved

Thriving for his touch

Skin so sheek

Anticipating the day when we can be

accepted as one

Tangible thoughts

Misplaced feelings

Energy taken leaving me blindsided and breathless

Confusing options

Yet my love for him vivid and collected

Heartache is me

Broken is enefitable

Leaving him

NEVER

Thoughts consuming precious time

Cloudy judgement taking over

Almost getting the best of an unstable event.

A blessing from the ultimate betrayal

Secrets unravel

Causing an ocean of tears leading to my river

Mind over matter for people who dont

Situations vary when options are limited

Taking for granted prayers of the present for sins of the past

Im taking back what couldnt last

Casted away but not forgotten

An outlaw to my future

savoring the memories of cherishable conversatitions

Easing pain which crazy people make the sane nuts

Tighten the screws and jump on the rocker

A prisoner of my own mind

like an unwanted stalker

Misunderstanding points out differences of whats expected

Trying to win in a lose lose situation

Communication gone wrong with good intentions

Taking for granted sivilized relations

Feelings of unappreciated points of veiw

Debating if in fact leads to a dead end

Trying to resolve differences but both parties are unaccoutable

Misused words go unspoken for the sake of loosing the other

Torn between the two when it comes to leaving you

Good intentions of fallen angles

taking advice which heartbreak and sorrow collide causing an emotional rollercoaster

and im the only one in the parade

my main attration is leaving

how i knew this day would come

this abrupt absense came a little too soon

and my readiness....a little too late.

Still i hold on to a memory that i belive made lifes many obsticles that much sweeter

Yet standing alone

the only thing i feel is exposed and bitter!

Searching to find truth beneath the smoke

Gun shots echo

the blast ringing in my ears

repeating itself

over and over untill.....

my reation remains the same



I stand alone.....

Predators lurking

darkess hour

full moon brings evil to light

temptation proves that everything bad for you feels soo good

guilty concious

eating inside

soul turns black

Pain is numb

Heart frozen only frostbite could envy

Enraged in anger

fighing is not an option

Burned

Scared

and Melted

Death prayed for

Torture promised

Welcome to this inferno of regret and could have beens

Happiness turned to ash for the sake of fun

Spontanious nights

Prey will come

Visions denied for the sake of heartbreak

the actions preceive themselves through truth

causing a river turned lake,

the water runs dry,

what was once truth and nothing but

is no more than a beauitiful lie

painted by a handsome demon

with no intentions of goodbye

Gone without notice

holding on strong while losing my focus

falling so deep hate soon follows

forsaken treasures lost at sea

one salior

one love

no key

no remorse

no regret

just me

And yet another bad dream