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"Just because he says he loves me, doesn't mean he'll show it."
"Just because he says he'll never hurt me, doesn't mean he wont."
"Just because he says he wants me, doesn't mean he wants me daily."

I repeated these phrases over in my head, trying to get myself to understand. Rather it was me trying to convince myself that you were no good or simply that the man I thought I once loved was slipping through my fingers like melting ice.

You were like ice...

Cold, soothing and sometimes not what I needed at that moment. Rather than be something that brought me up, you were a constant weight of guilt and regret.

Guilt that constantly reminded me that I allowed myself to be played by you and regret that I let myself love you.

"Just because he says he loves me, doesn't mean he'll show it."
"Just because he says he'll never hurt me, doesn't mean he wont."
"Just because he says he wants me, doesn't mean he wants me daily."
over and over these phrases played throughout my head in routine. Day in and day out until I got over you and the only phrase that came to my mind was:

"Just because I wish nothing but the best for you, doesn't mean I wont look forward to seeing the worsts happen to you."