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I thought that I needed you...I'm getting better
I thought I wanted you...I'm getting better
I thought I loved you...I'm getting better

So much better...

There was a time when I thought that you loved me and I loved you
though as I look back on those times, I realize that it was a lie
You see, I was comfortable with someone wanting me...needing me and I would have settled for anyone...

Delusional and caught up with the idea of you I allowed myself to fall..
fall into a pit of despair where I really told myself that I wanted you, needed you and loved you and for that I'm sorry

My mind likes to play games with my heart because my brain is far more smarter than it...it gets bored, I get bored and then the game begins..it's madness...an endless madness that I started but I'm waking up from it

It's not too late, I fixed it and you slowly will become dead to me
another game that I played half awake while ignoring all reality
you thought that you were a prize to be kept but to me you were just another pass time and a dreadful reminder of how smart people like to waste their time doing stupid things...

Slowly but surely...I'm getting better