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LucindaRayneShadowz's Journal


LucindaRayneShadowz's Journal

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My Quotes

06:43 Jul 03 2009
Times Read: 603


1. Love is a mistake, a powerful mistake of this world!

2. The world hates me so I was a mistake of this world!

3. All I think about is death and pain; and right now is just a little bit of happiness I could've had for the whole year!

4. I need a break from the whole world for right now!

5. No guy can show me the love and protection that I need.

6. I can't have a guy that I really have no interest in or don't love.

7. I have no hopes or dreams, I won't ever have a perfect guy, and I mean what I say, there is no such thing as a perfect man.

8. All I want from a guy is love, protection, and likes to do some of the things that I do but I have to be in love with that person.

9. Music is the way of life.

10. It's time for da nutcracker.

11. Chillin in da southside.

12. Get down on da flo.

13. You better fuckin listen bitch.

14. Fuck you bitch.

15. You may think your life is horrible but it'll get better.

16. If he can't love me for me than he can't have my heart.

17. I may be wild and vicious but you are PMSing.

18. If you flirt with me and if I like you then be prepared to have my heart.

19. Life is short so have fun while you can or die miserable without anything to talk about in the afterlife!

20. WV in da southside and da northside. WV will always protect each other no matter where we are. WV is what keeps us connected cause we belong together to protect each other.

21. To be homeless is horrible but you will be successful eventually.

22. Bestest friends forever and ever even after we die thru darkness and rain or happiness and sorrow to keep us sane and together wit out a worry.

23. WV in all directions to protect family and friends.

24. Life iz short so have fun while u can or die miserable wit out anything to talk about in da afterlife.

25. It iz easy to break a heart but it iz hard to mend it together...

26. Fuck wit me and u'll be fuckin wit death, betray me and u'll be tortured, lie to me and u're blood and soul will be mine fo eternity.

27. I'm goin to be a mommy and I'm so happy about it. I found out that I'm having a little girl and her name will be LUNA RAYNE.


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My Past Lives (some of them)

06:41 Jul 03 2009
Times Read: 604


The Pharaoh’s Daughters

In Cairo, Egypt there was two twin princesses born on the night of all hallows eve (known today as Halloween). The kingdom rejoiced at the news of the births of the future rulers. The Pharaoh and his wife decided to name one of them Nerata and the other we do not know. As the twins grew, they learned the techniques of warfare and they were assigned a personal bodyguard. This mysterious bodyguard had hidden feelings for Nerata and the Pharaoh knew somehow. He ordered the bodyguard to protect his wife (the queen) instead of his daughters but the main daughter was Nerata that needed protection. Now let me tell you my past life as Nerata from where the narrator left off.



I was devastated when I found out that my father ordered mine and my sister’s bodyguard away from us because it made us vulnerable to attacks. I thought my father was ignorant for his actions but I guess my mother needed the protection more than we did. I was kidnapped by some person whom I don’t remember. This is my only problem I can’t remember everything from my just bits and pieces but I’m telling you what I can remember. I didn’t know what was about to happen to me but in the end, I was dead. I was killed and my family couldn’t even find me. The bodyguard was the one who found me and he avenged me. My sister died not long after me and then my mother. My father was the last to die. They couldn’t cope with the fact that I died. This is the story of the reincarnation of Nerata in the flesh.











The Indian’s Daughter

Here I am reincarnated into an Indian woman named Sajamaza and I was loved by my village but there was one man whom did not approve of me. He would give me a glare that warned me. He was up to something but I did not know what yet, he was always up to something evil. I considered him evil and I tried to stay away from him. I was beautiful and in love but what I didn’t know was I was about to be ripped away from all of the happiness that I had because of this man. He believed that the women should cook and bare children, not hunt or fight. He planned to kidnap me and do horrid things to me. One day, he finally got that chance and he grabbed me. I was beat and raped (multiple times in several ways). I was forced to pleasure his desires and bare his children until I stood up for myself. I sliced his goods off and I fought him but somehow he had a weapon. I fell to the ground and I was in pain while dying. I waited for the moment of death to kiss my lips to take me home. Finally, I got my kiss of death, the dark and cold sensational kiss sent a shock that took me. This is the story of the reincarnation of Sajamaza in the flesh.







A Vampire’s Story

Welcome, my name is Vampress Lucinda Rayne Rashyva Shadowz and I’m a vampire whom was calm and dormant until my parents (Vampress Kitara Marie Amethyst Rashyva and Drako Rashyva) were killed. I became enraged and I avenged my parents. My mother was very beautiful with fire red hair down to her ass and eyes the color of the sky. She was a blood thirsty killer who fought along with my father. Together they bled the human world dry. My father was a great man; he took care of us and loved us no matter what we did. My mother was the first to die and then my father raised me. Later, he started seeing my sister’s mother. My sister is about the same age as me and her name is Vampress Sheego Amaya Rashyva. I love my sister and she is very beautiful. We protected each other and stayed together all the time. One day, my father was killed and I went to war along with my sister. Avenged my parents and later I died. I left my two children and my husband. My sister died later on. This is the story of the reincarnated Vampress Lucinda Rayne Shadowz.


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My Life So Far

06:40 Jul 03 2009
Times Read: 605


My first brother, Alex, was born on December 1st, 1992 at the RMC in Anniston, Alabama. When I was four years old; my mom met my step-dad, Larry Dean Lambert Jr. She moved with Larry and ended up pregnant with my second brother, Dean, in December of 1994. She married Larry and got pregnant with my last brother, Darion, in October of 1996. About two years later (June of 1998), my little sister, Jessica, was born. Larry was abusive to all of us. When I was seven years old (in Minnesota), I had to go to the bathroom and Larry wouldn’t get out of the bathroom so I can use it so I had an accident. When I was eight years old (in Alabama); my mom, brother (Alex), Larry, and me were almost in a car wreck. Larry stepped on the brake and all of the sudden Alex and me went flying to the front of the van. We were lucky that there was a huge wire cage to stop us from going through the window shield. My back and my legs hit the wire cage, I was hurting really bad but I was lucky to be alive thanks to the cage. I had a gash from where I hit the cage which was close to my shoulder blade. In New Mexico, I got kicked in between the legs and I hurt for about a week or two. I got blamed for everything because I was the oldest. When I was nine years old, I got sick in school because I hit my head on a metal bar and I had a head concussion but I didn’t know I had one. The school sent me home, I tried to go to the bathroom but I couldn’t get in there at home so I had an accident in my bedroom, and I was forced to clean it up when it wasn’t even my fault. When I was twelve years old, Bill (my step-grandfather) beat the hell out of me and made me put my hand on his dick while I was asleep. I woke up to that. I was devastated and disgusted. Then, Carl (Bill’s son) said that he could rape me. I hated Carl anyway and I was scared to be around him by myself. When I was thirteen years old, my mother slapped me across the face because I slapped my little sister which my sister deserved because she slapped me. Then, my mother grounded me from the Christmas dance. Man, I was so pissed off at my mother for it because I was suppose to go with Adam and my friends. I felt like I let them down because I couldn’t go. On September 11th, 2003; I was put in the hospital because I was really sick and I had blood in my lungs. I could’ve died if I didn’t go to the hospital. Melinda, Nanna, and Mama were the only ones who visited me in the hospital. I got out of the hospital the next day. When I was fourteen years old, I had enough and I exploded. No one liked the outcome because I fought back and I defended myself. Finally, I stood up for myself and everyone couldn’t believe it. When I was fifteen years old, Jay and I got together over the summer. I lost my virginity to him but I thought he loved me. I was devastated when we broke up which was Halloween of 2005. Nanna and Cindy budded their two cents into our relationship. They got him to cause the break up because he started being mean to me. When Jay was in the hospital, I was right there beside him and I was always there for him but he wasn’t for me. I got treated like shit in return when all I did was treat him right. Now he’s married to a whore and he has two children by her plus he’s in the military. I come from one side where there are poor and another where they’re rich but I have always been poor, all my life basically. I’ve lived in Alabama, Georgia, Tennessee, Minnesota, Texas, Oklahoma, New Mexico, Colorado, and Pennsylvania. I’ve had sleeping problems going on four years. The summer of 2005, Carl was talking shit about my friends and me. Another wards, he wanted to rape my friends especially Gale. Carl is a sick and twisted bastard who only thinks about raping teenage girls, well basically anything that walks that has a pussy but mostly my friends and me because we are always around him. My friends and I started hanging out in my room with the door locked a lot because some people wants to be sick and twisted. My opinion, Bill is just as bad as Carl and Larry. Bill has touched my boobs, ass, and he has grabbed me in between my legs. He has also offered to suck my nipples and eat my pussy. That is very sick, don’t you think? The last time I had sex with Jay was in October of 2005 and I didn’t have sex again until April of 2006 with Shane. I met Shane on January 4th, 2006 at the Jacksonville Burger King in Alabama. Shane and I started dating on March 18th, 2006 and we got engaged on April 22nd, 2006. We had sex for the first time a week or two after we got engaged. On May 2nd, 2006; Denae, Gale, and I skipped school with Shane. Everyone tried to keep us all apart but it didn’t work. On May 14th, 2006; Shane and I moved to Pennsylvania. My parents tried to keep us apart too but it didn’t work. My step-dad kicked me out and I was out on my own at the age of 16. I’ve been on my own since June of 2006. I told my step-father what I thought about him and that was the reason why he kicked me out. Then, he tried to throw a pity party because I was going through hell trying to survive out on my own but I made it through it all. I stayed with my friend, Nathan; he touched me in a wrong way so that was the reason for leaving. In July of 2006, I moved in with Shane and everything was great until he started beating me. I had no where to go in Berwick, Pennsylvania and he knew it so he took advantage of that. I hated it when he did that shit and then he started acting like a parent more than my fiancé. We moved back to Alabama in January of 2007. We moved in with Jacque and Paul. Shane hit me again and I left him. I stayed with my friend Crystal for a little bit hoping he’d realize what he did and cool down. I went back to him like a fucking idiot and went through it again. I left him a second time and I was gone for a while. I stayed with my grandparents and then Bill was being a dick so I left. Then, I stayed with Melinda for about a month and then I left because she kicked me out. I wanted out anyway because she was touching me in places that I didn’t want to be touched. I stayed with Breanna and then she started being a bitch so I left. Then, I was stupid again. I went back to Shane and I stayed with him until November 23rd, 2007. He beat the hell out of me again and this time he injured me. He hit me in the eye and in the ear. I had a head concussion and this all happened on Thanksgiving Day. The next day, I went to work because I had to work and I couldn’t work so Jessica, the shift manager, let me leave. I went to the hospital and they prescribed me some pain pills to stop the pain but it didn’t help. I went home and told Shane. Then, he told me that it will happen again so I left and I haven’t gone back to him. I was out of work for four days and I ended up going back to the hospital and they put me on two more prescriptions. They were decongestant and antibiotics. Chris was with me when I went to the hospital this time. Chris and I were friends with benefits since I left Shane. Then; March 22nd, 2008; he ended everything. Then after that, I cried my eyes out and I was depressed which made me sick. Then, Alan came into the picture and he was there for me. He went with me to the hospital when we thought I was having a miscarriage and then on March 27th, 2008; we started dating. I found out that I was pregnant on May 15th, 2008 and on June 5th, 2008; I found out that I was 6 weeks and 1 day pregnant. I saw my baby for the first time in a sonogram and I found out my due date was January 28th, 2009. On July 9th, 2008; I left Alan because he pushed me while I was pregnant and I cried my eyes out because I realized that I could have lost my baby. I didn't want to lose my baby. I already lost one and I'm not losing this because of his stupid ass. On July 11th, 2008; I heard my baby's heartbeat for the first time. On August 29th, I found out that I was having a girl. Alan called and he was rude to me because he found out that the baby was a girl. He said, you got what you wanted, really mean. That wasn't very nice to say. He acted like he didn't want a daughter. I was happy to found out. On November 7th, 2008; the baby was still a girl. She was so beautiful. Alan has harrassed, threatened, and stressed me out through the entire pregnancy. On January 18th, 2009; I was in early labor with my daughter. On January 19th, 2009; I was in hard labor at 2:30 or 3:00 pm and at 10:28 pm, I had her. She was born at Jacksonville Medical Center. I named her Luna Rayne Wallace and I was the only parent that signed her birth certificate. On January 22nd, 2009; we went home from the hospital and her father came to see her. On February 15th, 2009; Alan called to see if Luna needed anything and I already got her stuff that she needed earlier that week. On February 22nd, 2009; a sheriff served me papers. It was about visitation. Alan already had visitation but he went behind my back and did this. I'm sick of his stupid childish shit. He has a son that he doesn't support and he denys that the boy is his. That boy looks just like my daughter so I know that the boy is his. He has lied countless times and he really don't care about his children. He wants to take Luna from me and I'm not going to let that happen. I love her with all my heart. He's not supporting her, I am.


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