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Damnit he's dead

Laying on his death bed

Sobbing and pleading

For another chance I cry.

For him to be alive.

I'm angry at him

For betraying me again

I hope he lied

I hope he lied about it all

But I have a feeling he didn't

Let him rest

I guess

Let me decay.
Let me rest
Let me die
Let me lay in peace
I say for others to live an breathe
I'm happy towards them
So it seems
Deep down
Hidden from sight
Is my anguish
Misery
Despair
Sorrow
And tears that I hide
Years upon years of consulted misery
Years upon years of pain and torture
Years upon years of bloodshed
It can all die
I wanna be different
I want to be new
I hate this body
And so should you
For the times I've suffered
And dealt great pain



I've brought people a bit of hope
I saw them cry
Then I saw them smile, an say 'thank you'
But I clench my fists
And rip through my skull
Letting all the jealousy crawl in
Crawl in jealousy


Crawl in...
You're my best friend jealousy


I'll let you in...

I've grown tired of this body
A very heavy body
Though it seems light weighted
I feel captivated




I hollowed myself out
But I still feel heavy
Heavier then before
Now what's the score?
2-4
Twice I've felt nice
But four times I've died


Tare my heart out
It gets in the way
Rip it apart
But you won't


Just throw me away already...

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DarkestTemptation
20:18 Nov 25 2018

How sad this is to read but I see good deep down buried inside of you. All it takes is the words or the right person to shower you with the power of love and goodness. Don’t give up or give in.

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LustfulDusk
22:10 Nov 25 2018

It's a bit to late for that...

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His words shattered me
They where unbelievably sharp
To think I could love
Was a total mistake
I forsaken my own grave
I even forsaken his
I helped him through life
And all the tears
I took away what he hated
And brought it on me
I was his Dark Angel
Who shed light
Yet he betrayed me
Threw me away
Saying sorry doesn't ease the pain
I was already shattered
Beaten and battered
My emotions always recoiled.

I was wrong to follow my heart
I was wrong to think it would be alright
I was wrong to think we could be eternity
I was so wrong and naive

Ever are you okay?
ARE you okay Ever?
Does it seem like I'm ok?
Forever I've been in a bad atmosphere
But I could never begin that the deadline was here
Ever you're ok.
You're okay Ever.
Am I really ok?
My lips quiver
What surrounded me was a bad influence
But I turnd out so insignificant
And followed the darker ones down right to the devil
Where my story begins
Ever where are you?
What's going on in that brain Ever?
I couldn't answer even if I wanted to
Ever why are you running?
Why are you running Ever?
Forgetting the old memories that keep me from living
Making sure I have a new beginning
The stories lay beneath the moon light.




I am you
You are me
You're my demon
Forever we shall be
A rath for eternity
Never thinking of our own screams

We're in tune; but tone deaf
We tune our fines; and slowly stretch
Unable to hear; our notes and strings
Which brings up troubling things
We play our notes; sour, not sweet
We shed our tears; once we taste defeat
We're no longer in tune, deaf we are
We broke our fines; and no longer stretch
Unable to fear; our notes and strings
Which took us away; once bringing our peace.
We discard our notes; so lovely they were
And step on wood; giving up our musical strings.

His soul was released
And she breaks down
Crying out and pleasing
For someone to help
He promised her life
She promised him love
Now that's all gone
He's now a dove
She cries out
Screaming out her lungs
Finding eerie silence
After the sirens wail
Now she feels like she has failed
How could she live on?

She feels her body cold
And her nerves numbing
Feeling the emotion she just receive
Start to deplete
She worked so hard
To gain this trust
And now, it's nothing but rust
"Rest In Peace, fellow friend"
She says,
"Rest In Peace, once again"
She resists the urge to take a knife
Her soul was tarnished
But now it's black

And he will never come back

I've sacrificed me entire soul without hesitation
I'm marked for obliteration
I don't feel love
But I feel hate
So don't complicate
I've been through years of this
And now it's time to set free
My body is heavy
My blood is cold
My skin is numb
And my life won't unfold
I've sacrificed my voice
Just to make a choice
Between life
Between death
But I still bare

Is it time?
Is it right?
Should I be the sacrifice?
They all scream and plead
But I can't control that
My touch is gentle
My eyes are harsh
They glow and pierce you
Like a dagger
I sacrificed my touch
But now it's to much
I can't be forgiven
Because now I'm the hidden

I made a mistake
This misery I take
Now I'm the forbidden
I sacrificed my heart
But this I had no part
My emotions already fled
Before I even bled

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DarkestTemptation
01:06 Nov 03 2018

Powerful and moving piece indeed bravo nicely written too.

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She stays with you at morning.
And stays with you at night.
She knows you're not alright
Just take her hand
And you will see
How much
You mean
She wants to shine her light
On the darkness you create
But she can't stand
When you're being devoured
By this hate
Just let her in
Take her hand
She'll let you see
What you've never seen
Your heart will be new
And she'll help you

Just don't push her away
Let her light in
Let her light in!

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LittleMissWicked
22:55 Nov 01 2018

nice

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DarkestTemptation
01:04 Nov 03 2018

Wow, that is very beautiful piece indeed. I love this poem.

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Neinmortlan
01:20 Nov 04 2018

truly

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SaskiaLaVey
19:40 Nov 22 2018

Beautiful..

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